I Dream Of Death

Mike smiled. "You probably don't but you got it." He gave a small laughed and he hugged his lover.

"God, I love you so much." Alex breathed, inhaling Mike's scent.

Mike kissed Alex's neck.
"I love you more..."
He hid his face in the crook of Alex's neck, his burning cheeks finding not relief as they pressed against Alex's warm skin.

"I love you more." Alex smiled. "You're so warm Mikey."

"No, I believe I love you more McCormick."
He was trying to get used to that.
"I know, im running a very high fever."

"Does my poor Mikey want huggles?" Alex smiled softly.

"Im already giving you 'huggles' but I wouldn't mind cuddling." He shivered.

"I meant real nice huggles, which is the equivalent of cuddling." Alex laughed softly.

"Just hold me please Alex."
Mike's ind was fogging over he fever was making him dizzy.

"Course baby." Alex laid down and set Mike in his lap, wrapping his arms around his waist.

"I don't feel good." He whined to his lover as he shivered. In his fevered state he was all honesty and he would say anything.

"I know baby, I know." Alex frowned, pulling a blanket over them.

"I want to hate Lane...but I cant....I want to so bad." Mike frowned, His fever state did it, all his mind fogged up and he just said what he felt.

"Baby, just because I'm overly jealous doesn't mean you have to be. Maybe it's a good thing."

"He stole you from me, took you away. You left me, forgot me and loved him more." Mike babbled.

"You just aren't the jealous type..." Alex sighed.

"I am too damnit! I fucking went to jail because someone said they would take you away from me."

"Mikey calm down. It's alright. You've known Lane a hell of a lot longer than you've known me. I don't want you to hate him.."

"He fucking stole you from me....You promised and he stole you....I wanted you to be happy but I didnt want him to take me place."

"Where's this coming from baby? You never hated him before."

"I fucking didn't say anything! Don't you ever wonder what goes on inside my head? But no, im too damn sweet and sensitive and loving to say anything to him about it. I hate myself."

"Baby calm down." Alex cooed. "I wasn't trying to upset you, Boo."

Mike hissed.
"You don't want me to have you god damned mark so dont give me your fucking pet name..."

"I didn't mean to call you that... I'm sorry." Alex sighed. It was an accident.

"Yeah well...Its not surprising, everything has something to do with Lane, Lane this and Lane that. Well why dont you do hold him then if he is all you can think about."
Mike had never been able to say such things, he was just venting, he didnt want Alex to leave him.