I Know I Can Stop the Pain if I Will it All Away
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I Know I Can Stop the Pain if I Will it All Away
Evan stepped out of the shower and stared at himself in the full length mirror on the back of the bathroom door. Many of his coworker's had commented that he was suddenly losing alarming amounts of weight. Look at yourself the voices taunted him. It's a wonder Jake even loves your fat ass Evan sighed and dressed himself to go downstairs to dinner with his lover.
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Jack looked up at his lover as he came down the staires. "Hey Evan," Jake greated brightly, happy to see his lover. Jake pause, his eyes scanning Evan's thin form. Jake worried about Evan's health enough as it was, but then Evan started droping. "wa-th the th-ower relaxing?"
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Evan smiled at his lover's lisp. He'd always thought it was adorable. "Yes, yes baby it was," Evan said.
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Jake stood up and kissed Evan, his hands resting on Evan's lithe hipps. "I mithed you." Jake pulled Evan's seat out for him.
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"I missed you too," Evan said, his signature grinned plastered on his face. "Thank you," he said politely as he took a seat.
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"Welcome." Jake wen tback to his seat, saying grace and then digging in. Jake glanced at Evan every so ofter to see if he was eating.
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Evan's plate contained very little food and he was merely picking at what was there. The less I eat the less has to come back up later he thought.
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Jake paused. "Evvy, you need to eat. Your getting a little too thin there babe, it kind of worries me."
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"I've always been thin Jake," Evan replied. "I'm a small framed guy you know," he added.
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"No, Evan," Jake said sarcastically. "You have always been big and fat like me." Jake joked. Jake grew serious. "But really baby you need to eat more. Your getting a little to small, its worrying me."
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Evan bit his lip as the voices lunged at him for Jake's comment. See? they tormented him. Even he knows how fat you are
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"Gothh Evan, it wa-th only a joke baby." Jake put down his fork. "You know I am kidding dontcha Evvy?"
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Evan nodded his head, a small smile on his face "Of...of course...." Evan drifted off. "Of course you are."
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"Baby.." Jake got and and went over to Evan knealing down beside him, Jake took Evan's hands. "Evan, what-th thi-th about? You th-ould know I wa-th kidding, I really withh you would gain th-ome."
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Evan shook his head. "It's nothing baby, really," Evan said. "It's nothing," he repeated. "Nothing."
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"It-th th-ome thing if it-th bothering you Evan." Jake kissed Evan's cheek lovingly. "Your everthing to me, th-o if th-omething bother-th you it bother-th me."
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Evan shook his head. He couldn't tell Jake about the dark demons he'd been battling for the past six months. The last time it'd happened and he told anyone about it he spent eight months on a psychiatric ward. He couldn't do that again.
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Jake nudged Evan. "Baby...you don't trutht me to take care of you and your problem-th.
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"I trust you Jake, I do," Evan said. "I just....I can't, I'm sorry but I can't."
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Jake's face fell, he looked hurt. well that stung, Jake thought to himself. "But Evvy, if you trutht me...you'll let me help. You know I love you....left me help." Jake was trying to butter him up, get him to open up and let him in.
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Evan shook his head. "I can't be helped," Evan muttered sadly. "There's nothing anyone can do......"
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"I can try Evan, can't you at leath let me try." Jake pleaded, wanting nothing more than to help his lover because whatever was bugging Evan was serious.
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Evan shook his head and stood up. If he didn't get rid of what he'd eaten soon, he would actually digest it and the voice would never let him hear the end of it.
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"Evan, im not done talking to you." Jake stood with Evan, un-willing to let Evan go.
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"Well I'm done talking," Evan said, turning toward the stair case. "I'm not going to keep going on about this."
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