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[Mike Mizanin]

"Im tired....." He was tired of fighting this, it was eating him up and there was nothing anyone could do.

[Alex Riley]

"I know baby. Hopefully you don't gotta spend the night here..." Alex sighed.

[Mike Mizanin]

"They said there was nothing they could do really." Mike sighed, he wanted to go home.

[Alex Riley]

Alex gave his husband a hug.
"Mike... Critter told me what Chris said to you." Alex said softly.

[Mike Mizanin]

"Oh....well yeah...so what?" He didn't see how it mattered anymore.

[Alex Riley]

"Well I feel bad... for believing him over you. I'm your husband, I should have kicked his ass for saying those things to you.."

[Mike Mizanin]

"Its okay Alex.....you didn't know." Mike sighed, it had hurt when Alex hadn't believed him.

[Alex Riley]

Alex held his husband close and kissed the top of his head.
"Love you darlin'."

[Mike Mizanin]

"I love you to Alex...." Mike had dark bruises all over his body from where blood vessels busted. He had lost twenty five pounds and his hip bones stuck out so he had to lay on a pad when he went to bed so his hip bones wouldn't stick into him and leave more bruises from the inside.

[Alex Riley]

"I'm gonna say that a whole lot more now. I couldn't live with myself if that wasn't the last thing I said to you."

[Mike Mizanin]

Mike paused for a moment, thinking. "You know what, the last you said to me was 'Fine. I doubt Critter will want Miz either." and then you said. "You can come back in Chris." Mike bit the inside of his cheek, he remembered. Miz might of had control but he heard and he felt pain.

[Alex Riley]

Alex bit his lip.
"I know..." He sighed. "That's why from now until you're better I will not say one mean word to you."

[Mike Mizanin]

"Alex baby, that's not fair because some times I deserve it." Mike sighed, those were the words that played over and over in his head as he had the child and thought he was dying afterewards.

[Alex Riley]

"I don't care. I can't say anything mean to you knowing that it might be the last thing I say."

[Mike Mizanin]

"Alex, don't treat me like that. I don't want special treatment." Mike intertwined there fingers, the gold rings touching.

[Alex Riley]

"It's not special treatment. You're my husband and I love you." Alex smiled down at the golden bands.

[Mike Mizanin]

"But if I wasn't possibly dying you would do this...." Mike pointed out softly.

[Alex Riley]

"That's not the point. This is just making me realize how much I need to cherish my time with you."

[Mike Mizanin]

"Alex, you have been with me for over twenty years, I think you have cherished me enough." Mike smiled up at his husband weakly.

[Alex Riley]

"I'll never cherish you enough. I don't care if we had forever together. It still wouldn't be enough."

[Mike Mizanin]

Mike didn't see what was so special about him the would made him worth cherishing. "Oh.....My sweet baby." Mike cooed before getting up and being sick again.

[Alex Riley]

"My poor Mikey." Alex sighed, stroking Mike's back softly.

[Mike Mizanin]

Mike coughed. He felt like hell. "Alex....I want to go home." And he didn't want Chris to be there.

[Alex Riley]

"We can go home as soon as they let you." Alex said softly. He wanted Mike to come home too.

[Mike Mizanin]

Mike had been thinking and he did not want to die in a hospital. He wanted to die at home if it came down to it.

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