What Next?

Mike wiped his cheek. He hated people touching his face, it was just something he could NOT stand. "I don't care, they should have fucking left me."

"NO. They should not have. I should have taken you in. I just thought you'd eventually go inside. But apparently not."

"I wanted to die."
Mike shrugged that off like it was nothing. Like he cared what anyone but his bitch thought.

Zack glared.
"I'll fix that too." He didn't want Mike to die...

"What will you do to fix that?"
What could Zack do. Mike was to twisted to be fixed.

"I'm hoping if I can get you to love me enough, you won't want to die and leave me." Zack said simply.

Mike already loved him that much. He just knew, as did every one else, that he was bad for Zack.

Zack sighed.
"And I'm sorry about Rosa. I didn't tell her to say that shit."

"It doesn't matter, she told the truth....."
Mike had wanted to hurt that girl but he knew better.

"No she didn't." Zack shook his head. "Just ignore her."

"Zack, what in fuck do you mean she didn't. Everything she said was true."
And he wished it wasn't.

"No it was not." Zack shook his head firmly.

"Zack, you tell me one thing she said that wasn't true...."
Mike cuddled closer, he was still cold.

"When she said you don't deserve me." Zack said simply.

"I don't."
Zack was sweet and loving, way too good to be Mike's bitch.

"Yes you do. Trust me. You do." Zack nodded.

"Zack....since I have bee brought down to the lowest of the low...I guess all admit...You are too good for me, too good to be a bitch of any kind. You deserve a lover, not a master, a boyfriend and soon a fiance, im not....you can't stay with me, you can't stand me long enough for all that."

Zack frowned.
"Mike, you might hurt me. Mentally and physically. But I love you. For whatever reason I do. And now that I've gotten you to love me back I will not give up. I will not leave. I will stay with you until you force me to go. Until you say you don't love me anymore and tell me to leave."

And the would stop....Mike would not hurt him physically anymore...or he would try. He didn't mean to hurt him in the first place.

"I love you more than I've ever loved anything. And yes, that includes Rosa. Don't you worry about her or what she said."

Mike sighed, this was not right, Zack should not love him so much.
"Hard headed ass..."

"Hey, don't talk about yourself like that." Zack grinned.

"Yeah well, its hard not too, I am an ass, a very twisted one."
He sighed, he needed professional help.

"For the last time, I will fix that." Zack reasurred.

"What if you can't. You don't know what all has happened to make me this way....You can't erase that, or fix it."