Momma's Song.

"I..." Alex didn't like being asked this question. He drug a hand down his face. "It's complicated. I love you. So much, I really do. But he's... he's my Mikey..." There was no other way to explain. "I won't know what I'll do until it happens."

"Okay...But are you happy with me? If your not ill make the decision for you. If your not happy, I want you with him because I know damn well you were happy with him." Lane's eyes bored into Alex's.

"Quit with the questions." Alex flicked Lane's arm. "Baby, I haven't been happy lately cause of the whole Quincy and Aaron thing but yes, you make me happy."

Lane smiled and pecked Alex's lips.
"Making sure sweetheart."
Mike couldn't take that, it was worse than Alex having to see Aaron, or Mike and Quincy together. Mike brush past them, running back to his home in the grave yard.

Alex sighed and frowned.
"Told him to go inside..." He shook his head. He debated on going after him but decided against it.

Mike went home and simply went to bed, he cried until finally he was too tired to keep his eyes open.
But Jessica wasn't tired at all, she had lost an earring and she was looking hard for it, she was At Critter's, on her knees, looking for her earring.

Alex took Lane's hand and pulled him inside and onto the couch.
"I feel bad..." He murmured, burying his head in Lane's chest.

"I know...But for him...us, me and you together...Its worse than you seeing Aaron, worse for him then you seeing Quincy and Mike make Aaron."

Alex sighed. That was hard to believe but he knew it was probably true.
"I hate hurting him..."

"Only way you can stop is if you give me up like he gave Aaron up."
It was the truth.

Alex frowned and looked up at him.
"I hate hurting you too..."

Lane smiled down at him.
"Your stuck, your hurting one of us one way or the other."

"Ugh." Alex frowned. "I hate this. You're so tough, making you upset is awful. As bad as making Mike upset..."

"You love one of us more and sooner or later...you'll have to choose." Lane hated it for him. He wouldnt mind a three way, he loved Alex and he could love Mike too.

"I know I do... but I like to procrastinate." He grumbled.

"You need to get to it though. Your breaking Mike, he wont be able to hold out like this, you know he will just snap in half....I wont break but its bothering me too. I wish you could do a three way, you wouldnt have to choose."

"We've discussed that I can't do a three way baby..." Alex sighed.

"I know, so your going to hurt one of us. You need to figure out who its going to be." Lane sighed softly.

"Right now?" Alex whined. He hated this. He didn't want to..

"I want you too but you can wait until we are dead..." Lane heaved an upset sigh but let it go.

"Okay..." Alex nodded softly as he took Lane's hand. "I'm sorry."

"I know you are boo, im just tired of waiting, tired of the constant fear your going to leave me. I dont want you to just walk away, I want to know...to be prepared but I wont ever be ready for you to leave...."

Alex whimpered.
"I'm an asshole... I just don't know..."

"Well you need to know Alex. I have never waited for anyone like this, it was always like if they wouldnt commit to me and be mine, I would not have them in my bed. You might leave me for Mike. Alex your lucky I love you so damn much or I wouldn't wait."

"You're right Lane, I don't deserve you. I won't commit. So if you want me to go, just say it." He would. That'd make it easier.