Somewhere With You

"I do! I'm awful! I have two of the most amazing men on the planet in love with me but I don't deserve either one of them!"

Mike pulled Alex up and smashed there lips together.
"Dont say that again! Calm down baby, you are fucking amazing and you deserve us both. You deserve your pick. You can go back to him...I wont force you here. Dont stay because of the kids...."
He wanted Alex to stay for him...

"I'm not staying for the kisd. I'm staying cause I love you...." Alex sniffled.

"Okay baby." Mike caressed his red cheek lightly.
"Im not so sure you haven't cried so much you made yourself sick." Mike sighed and showered Alex's face in kisses.

"I'm t-trying to calm down..." Alex cried. "It h-hurts but I cant s-stop."

Mike sighed and hugged him close.
"Im right here, ill do anything you need me to do." Mike just wanted him to stop crying.

"L-love me....." Alex sighed. "I'm so sorry..."

"Alex you know I love you. Don't be sorry sweetness, its not your fault." Mike rocked im back and forth like a baby.

"It i-s my fault." He sighed as he reached up and pecked his lips.

Mike frowned.
"What is baby? You have done nothing wrong." Mike felt his forehead.

"I have to! I left you!" Alex cried softly.

"No, I left you. I died and I left you alone. Its not your fault baby." Mike cooed softly to his husband.

"I still sshouldn't have mmoved on." Alex cried.

"I expected you too. I just never thought you would love anyone more than me....I hoped you would love anyone more than me but its okay." Mike rocked his lover, trying to sooth him like a child.

"I'm sorry. I don't deserve comfort..." Alex frowned.

"Alex sweet heart yes you do. Im about to but you to bed, you have cried until you made yourself sick." Mike stood up and pushed Alex down, covering him up and tucking him in before turning to leave.

"D-don't leave...." Alex whimpered, hating how weak he sounded. But he needed Mike with him.

Mike sighed.
"Baby, im just going to tell Kevin your okay. He is scared and imma ask Rick to take care of him. You can come if you want but I would rather you rest." Mike stroked his cheek gently. And just as he thought Kevin was scared and worried and having a small fit.

Alex nodded.
"P-promise you'll come right b-back?" His voice splintered.

Meanwhile Rick was trying to calm his lover.
"Baby please. Honey calm down. What's the matter?"

Mike smiled and kissed his lover softly. "You wont have the chance to miss me." He assured as he quickly left the room and found his baby.
"Kevin sweetness its okay, I got it." Mike cooed, Kevin immediately jumped into his mother's arms.

"Can someone please tell me whats going on?" Rick sighed as he rubbed Kevin's back.

"Alex is upset and he is crying. Im dealing with it. You just calm Kevin down, this stress is NOT good for-the baby." Mike sighed as he held Kevin.

"I'm trying." Rick sighed. "Cmere baby, Alex needs your momma at the moment."

Kevin was quick to switch and bury his head in Rick's neck. Mike gave a small smile at Rick and quickly made his way back to his room.

Rick held Kevin tight and rubbed his back, trying to soothe him.
Alex pretended to glare as Mike walked into the room.
"You lied." He paused, still mockingly glaring. "I had plenty of time to miss you." He smiled softly.