Different...

Gabriel just laid there, sobbing hard into the floor, curling himself up.
His time was ticking.

Gabriel had already gotten himself bloody so he pulled Gabriel into his lap, stroking his hair.

Gabriel cried harder, pressing closer to the man.
"I-If you ever threaten this again....Next time is over....you hear me? This was your only chance."

"Okay baby... " He nodded. "Love you..."

"Dont say that, still...I dont wanna hear it right now." He hiccuped, wiping his mouth.

"I gotta say it in case you die and... dont' come back." He always made sure to say it when Gabriel was close to dying.

Gabriel whimpered, pressing closer to his friend.
"Oh Gabriel.....I....I know you love me baby.:

"Good." He nodded. "I bet I love you just as much as Calvin does.."

"I....Maybe...." He hated it but sometimes....he was not sure how much Calvin loved him.

"I'm sure Crazy loves you." He sighed. He rarely called him Calvin.

"Im not.." He sometimes wondered if e man had just married him because he needed someone and Gabriel had just been there.

He frowned.
"Why not babe?" He raised an eyebrow.

"We got married after not even knowing each other a whole year, not even three months,....He needed to get married in order to keep his son.....I was there....I was falling for him...It was easy."

"So? I still think he loves you. And if not he's fuckin insane." Gabriel nodded.

Gabriel shrugged, sighing into his friends chest.
"Yeah....possibly....You know you have somehow been in my life even when I didnt know you?"

"Whatcha mean?" He stroked his hair. "The thing with Zac?"

"Yeah....Kinda ruined my life and neither of us ever knew...." He still doubted Zac's love for him...say his name it was hell but Angel brings the man into their home it was just fucking fine and dandy.

"I'm sorry bout that kid..." He sighed. "I didn't know he'd endup not loving one of his kids cause of me. Especially the awesome one."

"I....I dont think its because of you....I think its me...He hears my name and its fucking horrible. Angel fucking brings you into the house and its just fucking fine..."

"Gabriel... theres nothing wrong with you." He sighed softly.

"You sure?" He looked down at the warm blood he was getting all over his best friend.

"Positive." Gabriel nodded. "I really hope I don't get AIDS." He chuckled. He was covered in the blood.

"Go wash off, make sure it didnt get any where so it can get in your blood stream.

"Nah cause I'll go wash off and when I come back you'll be dead. I'll wait for you to die, scrub you off, then wash off myself."

Gabriel nodded, hugging close to Gabriel and resting his eyes, waiting on his life to end.