His Eyes Say Yes

"Blaine.. I dunno." He shook his head.

"Barry im not giving you a fucking choice! I love this baby and you lose me!" He huffed.
It was the only argument he had...
Like Barry gave a fuck if he was gone.

"Why do you keep saying that...?" Blaine couldn't think Barry cared about him...

And there it was....
That was all it took for the boy to let Barry go completely.
he shook his head at the man. big big blue eyes full of tears...The big fat ones that came out when he was hurting...
He shrugged with a shoulder, turning and just trudging off...
He had no more will power....
He had tried..and something so little could just...
Break him...
He was a child....
He was alone...
He had no one who cared...who could help him....
He was just a kid...

Barry stared after him for a second before following him. He felt terrible...
Blaine was so sweet..

Blaine walked all the way to a park across town, one with a few kids around, some happy parents playing with them.
Blaine just made his way to the swing and sat down,
He was crying....Small sad sobbing...
Broken and lonely...
He kicked his feet lightly, looking out at the other children, the parents so in love...
And then thee was him...
A bitch.
No momma.
No Daddy.
No Bubba.
A bitch.
Worthless.
Blaine have never felt like this before..

Barry sat down beside Blaine after following him to the park.
"Blaine..."

The boy didnt answer him, He just hung his head and swung a little but.

"Blaine I'm sorry...." Barry sighed at him.

Blaine said nothing, he just kept his head down.
Sorry did not change anything...

"I.... I care about you Blaine... I don't want you to leave but I don't want you to have that baby."

Blaine shook his head.
"Whats the point Barry...Either way it will be out there somewhere....One way at least it wont know its father killed it... It wont know who you are..." He made no comment on Barry caring about him.

"But I don't want you to actually give birth to it... you're ten... you dont have to go through that." He sighed

Blaine shook his head, giving Barry a hard stare.
"Dont act like you give a damn about me."

"Its not just you.I don't want a kid mothering my children. I knocked Toni up three times." The others belonged to Jack. "And all of em were dead before Toni could have em.

"Cuz you kill the damn things..."
Would he be a bad momma?
He just felt worse...

"Blaine I don't want you having it..." He sighed. "You aren't ready."

"No...I think you arent but whatever Barry...I dont care..."
No, it didnt matter anymore...

"So I can kill it if you don't care?" He asked.

"I dont care..." His feet drug, he didnt care if he was alive or dead...
He just didnt care...

Barry sighed, leading Blaine home.
"Whats wrong..."

Blaine shrugged.
"Dont matter."
No one cared.

"Stop that... I... I don't like it." He frowned.

"I dont care." He shrugged again, lifelessly looking down at the ground.
He was so quiet....

"Blaine..." He lifted the boy's head up, looking into his eyes. "C'mon..."