His Eyes Say Yes

"No momma he can never take me away from you... I love you..." Cade sighed.

"H-He...No....Y-Your leaving me.....F-For him....I-Its okay...."
He was used to it....He never had anyone....he was always miserable...
So Gabriel was mad...
So Blaine was gone...
So Cade was leaving him....

"NO I'm not momma. I'll stay." He sighe.d

"No....No...Just...." He cried harder...
He was in pain....
everywhere hurt...

He led his mother in the house, pulling hm into his lap on the couch.

Angel whimpered, shaking his head.
"I-I just....I-I....I-I want my b-baby home....I-I have been waiting over te-ten years and n-now its just n-not happening an-and it hurts...."

"I love you momma." He hugged him with a frown.

Angel cried harder,
His baby wasnt coming home....
His sobs echoed through the home.

"Momma stop that..."
His mother had thrown him out of the house...
Cade had gotten a life, a lover, a nice family... and now he wanted him back.

Angel had wanted him gone so Gabriel wouldnt hurt him...Gabriel was doing so much better...
He never planned to let him go forever...
But he was losing his baby.
'N-No! I-Im losing my b-baby boy!! D-Dont tell me to stop!! Y-Your leaving me!! Y-Your father i-is mad and Bl-Blaine is gone...I-Im all alone....Im always alone...j-just the voices....I-I knew you would le-leave...Everyone does...." He shook his head, pressing his tiny hands into his eyes.

"Momma you MADE me leave damnit! You made me leave when I ddin't want to. Now I have a boyfriend who needs me! I can't just give it all up!" He snapped. He had never lost his temper with his mother like this...

Angel flinched as if he was going to be hit, pulled back and just stared at him
He didnt bother explaining himself.
He just lowered his head and nodded.
"O-Okay...."
Angel got up, just standing there and fingering the stitches in his jaw.
Cade was leaving him....
He had always counted on having Cade....Cade would never leave his momma....
Guess Angel was wrong.

Cade sat there for a while, the only sound his heavy breathing as he calmed himself down.

Angel just stood there, staring down at cade with this look....
A look of hurt and confusion, he didnt quite understand why....
he was losing his baby....

"Momma... I love you. You know I do. But... you made me leave... and... barely visited me. I'm happy with Kelton now..."

"I didnt want your father to kill you...I couldnt come see you....I would not be able to leave you...I....I just never thought out of everyone you would leave me...I-I always thought ill have my baby boy...Ill have Cade....."
He shook his head.
"Im so stupid...."

"Momma..." Cade sighed. He always had to be there. Who cared what Cade wanted. He had to be the strong one.

But Angel cared..
"Goodbye baby......"
He kissed Cade's forehead.
He had nothing......
He wouldnt ever ask Cade to come home again....

But Angel had Gabriel. He would always haave Gabriel no matter what he thought.
"No momma. No. This is NOT goodbye damnit. Stop this.."

"Your leaving me...." Angel whispered, that meant everything to him...

"No I'm not! I'm just not mvoing in! I am always going to be here for you momma but Kelton needs me too."

"You promised...." And with that, Angel trudged off to sit in his corner.

Cade shook his head and simply left. He would be back though.

Angel locked himself in Cade's old room, looking around at some of the things he left...somethings from when he was a baby...
He picked up Cade's old teddy bear, curled up on his bed and cried.

Gabriel heard him crying and figured it was about him... so he didnt do anything.