Never Fear My Dear, Trever's Here

"That was bad but... I shoudln't have hurt you this much... i love you." He sighed.

One day Toni got his first contraction. He waited a few minutes and he was pretty sure he was going into labor. He hopped up and found Trever, tugging at his shirt.
"Its time..."

Trever smiled sweetly, gently lifting Toni and taking him into the room, even grabbing some morphine and getting it into an IV for him. He worked quick, he was gentle about all of it, cutting him open and working the child out of his belly.

Toni squeezed onto Snuffles, clutched tightly into his right hand as he clenched his eyes shut. Ow....

Trever got the baby out, holding the wet. blooding new born to his chest while he stitched Toni up.
He then cleaned the baby off, staring at it.
It was....
Beautiful....

"Can I hold it...?" Toni asked softly.

Trever nodded, easing the child into Toni's arms, his own a little blurry with tears.
His baby..
His very first baby.

Toni caressed the baby's cheek gently. So precious...
Trever's eyes... the pretty green ones...

Trever's eyes right now, the big emerald green ones, were full of tears as he wanted his only love and their baby....their beautiful baby.

Toni didn't look at Trever... just at his baby... his precious baby. He had two now..

And that was killing Trever, he was finally breaking.....
Warm tears slid down his cheeks, his big green eyes so full of love and pain...
He slipped down from his place beside the bed, his knees giving out on him.
He fell on his ass and sat there, looking up helplessly as he did something he hadnt done in so long...
He sobbed.

Toni blinked down at him. He was shocked to say the least.
Trever was crying...

Yes....Trever Murdock was crying....His body shaking with sobs, and his tears only coming faster.
"I-Im s-so-sorry!" He choked out into his hands.

"T-Trever stop that..." He frowned lightly.

"I-I-I L-Lo-Love you....I-I di-didn't me-mean to ma-make you hat-hate me...I-Im so Sor-Sorry!!" He cried harder, hugging himself.
He felt like a small child....
Small...Lonely...

"Trever.... stop it..." Toni frowned, trying to look away.

"I-Im so-sorry Toni!! S-So Sor-sorry.....I-I....I-I dont kn-know what to d-do! I-I just...A-And you...A-And I....I-Im just sorry....S-So S-Sorry...." He sobbed into his hands, his body, not so large as Barry's racked with sobs.

Toni laid the baby in a crib and bent down beside Trever.
"I-Its... okay..."

"N-No! I-I love y-you more tha-than anything!! I-I R-Ruined it! Im sorry!" He cried harder, rocking himself back and forth.

"Trever... I love you too... its okay..." Toni shook lightly.

"N-No! I-I made you ha-hate me! Y-You w-wont talk t-to me an-anymore or let me l-love you and i-im so so-sorry! I-I didnt mean t-to make y-you hate m-me!"

"You hurt my baby Trever... I don't know if I'll ever think of you the same but I do love you..."

Trever sobbed harder, getting to his feet and stumbling off, shaking his head as he cried.

Toni followed him, frowning.
"Trever shhh... I love you..."

The man fell to his knees in the living room, doubling over and just crying into the floor.
He had list everything...
He had lost Toni.

Toni hugged him tightly, pressing a kiss to his cheek.