The Instanity that is Innocence in Virtue.

"So yes, I felt something but what now Ezra? You know im married..."
He was a MARRIED man...

"I know..." Ezra sighed. "I just needed to know that." He would work on what he could do next but one way or another.
Alex was his.

"Alright squirt, no telling anyone about that, got it?" He nodded at Ezra,

"Got it." Ezra smirked. "But... I don't blame you... I mean, I find it sweet that you've been with the same girl since high school but.... its gotta get a little boring."

"Ezra. Thats the kind of love you said you wanted. The kind where your so in love you wait. Im not board with my wife, im just...curious as to why I feel a spark with you."

Yes that was the kind of love Ezra wanted... but he wanted it with Alex. So something had to be done about October's stupid ass...
"I was just trying to suggest why you may have felt the spark with me. You could be craving something different."

"Maybe, but im not ready to leave my wife Ezra....We have kids, LITTLE kids....I can destroy the family...I want to right now...I cant....And knowing you, your not the type to sneak around unofficially so...its over alright?"

Ezra swallowed. Was Alex saying he would sneak around with Ezra?
Oh it didn't matter... he didn't want that...
But... he wanted Alex so bad...
But cheating was bad...
But Alex was so sweet...
"Yeah... its over." He sighed, trying to shake the thoughts out of his head.

Alex gave Ezra one last sweet peck on the lips before turning and stepping back into the living room.

That last little peck... made him rethink his decision. He stood up, peeking into the living room.
"Alex... what did you mean by sneaking around unofficially?"

"Ezra baby...It means what it implies. Ill sneak around and be with you but im not telling October. I cant. I have kids to think about...So no one will know cept me and you."

"Do you want to do that?" The boy asked quietly, looking over at Alex.

"Well...I would like to see just what all there is to this spark I feels when im with you Ezra but you deserve a better relationship, one where I can devote everything to you and right now I can't."

"But Alex... I want a relatinship with you. Not anyone else. So if this is all I can have, I'll take it..."

Alex nodded, opening his arms for the boy.
"For now this is all...But later....we will see where it goes."

"Okay.." Ezra nodded, stepping into Alex's arms.

The boy hugged him, kissing his forehead.
"So....Now you have a kinda sorta boyfriend." He chuckled.

"Yeah... looks like I do." He smiled softly into Alex's chest.

"You alright with this?" He hummed lightly at the boy.

"... Yes..." He nodded slowly. It certainly was not the picture perfect relationship he had wanted but... it would work."

"C'mon, ill sleep with you tonight if you want." He nodded, he would be back with October before the dawn.

Ezra blinked at him, a wide grin spreading across the boy's face.
He ADORED cuddling... He'd done it a few times. He'd had boyfriends before. But they'd all gotten annoyed with him when he refused to kiss or fuck them.
"Okay... Come on..." He led Alex to his bedroom, lying down on the small bed.

Ales slid into the bed behind him, pulling the boy to his chest and wrapping him up in his arms, kissing his neck lightly.
"Hmmm your nice to snuggle."

"I could say the same about you..." He nuzzled Alex's neck with a small smile.

Alex chuckled, kissing Blaine lips softly, closing his eyes and waiting for the boy to drift off.