Something New...

Dayton walk almost ready to cry again.
"How can you love him more..."

Joslin was tearing up a bit as well.
"I'm so sorry Day..." He whispered.

"How could you....After all I did....After the love we made...? He whimpered softly into Joslin's hair.

"I-I don't know Dayton... I.... I would change things if I could..." He hated to say that but... he missed Dayton. He loved Chord now though too... he could not just leave him...

"I just wanna know why....You loved me...what happened to that..." Dayton trembled..

"I still love you Dayton..." He whispered. "I always will.... I was going to come to you I swear. But he... kept coming after me and... he made me love him too..."

'B-But why chose him over me.." Dayton whined softly at him.

"Because... I love him too and I can't leave him Dayton..." He sighed.

"But you could fucking leave me though couldnt you."
Dayton could never forgive him.

"I left you because I was tired of hurting you Dayton. You deserve so much better than me..."

"Fuck that, dont you fucking give me that line of bullshit." He growled lightly

"Its not bullshit Dayton." He frowned. "You proposed. I had to say no and I realized I was leading you on. I didn't want to do that anymore so I left."

"And you made empty promises, even after you left you were leading me on." He glared at him.

"I was planning on comign back to you, I swear Dayton..." He paused, thinking of how to explain it. "I still wasn't ready for a relationship, then Chord started flirting with me. I kept telling him to fuck off but he wouldn't. Then before I knew it, I'd fallen for him and I was ready and I couldn't let him go...." He sighed.

"But you could let me go, so im done with you and your lying ass." Dayton snapped at him.

"Dayton... please..." It hurt so fucking bad... "What can I do to fix it?"

"You can dump his ass." Dayton growled at him, crossing his arms.

"Dayton..." He frowned. "Anything else?" He sighed softly. "Babe, I still have your scars, I have the bracelet, the ring... I haven't forgotten about you..."

"No you just fucking leave me, break promises, lead me on, and tell me nothing. You an fuck off." Dayton glared at him.

Joslin hung his head.
"Fine Dayton. I love you." He turned on his heel and walked back to Chord.

Dayton sat beside Sean, crossing his arms and glaring ahead of him.

"Nice song." Sean muttered quietly. Hed' gotten in a fight with Sage earlier, hearing HIS boyfriend sing about how much he wished he was with some slut instead of Sean had really made his day.

"I know, amazing." Dayton tugged the boy into his arms. "Sorry....Im just pissed off and upset with him about shit that happened a long time ago..."

"And apparently, you still want to fuck him." He chewed the inside of his cheek like he always did when irritated.

"Sean, its not about fucking him. Its about how much I loved him at one point and him breaking my heart." The boy sighed.