Holding Heaven

Drew flipped out, smashing apart everything in the room, letting his pain take control of him.

Stephen decided he would quit drinking even if he and Drew were pretty much over.

"I love you, hope you still know that." Drew said, feeling stupid as he talked to Stephen's picture which was still his cell phone wallpaper.

Stephen was upset, he couldn't deny that. He glanced at his phone, he didn't want to talk but he wanted a few answered, he deserved them. Stephen texted Drew

What was her name?

Drew beamed as Stephen's name flashed across his phone. He opened the text and his smile faded.
"Siobhan." He replied.

Stephen's heart sunk as he read the text. He thought for a moment and then replied.


Why?

"Why did I do it?" Drew asked, not sure if that's what Stephen meant.

Stephen read the text and sighed, quickly typing a reply.

Yes

"I don't know. I was upset and wasn't thinking clearly. She seemed nice enough."

Sheamus read it and his stomach hurt, his blood boiled, his heart sank, he didn't mean that much did he.

...........

Drew sighed and began texting the lyrics that were permenantly memorized.
"I know you've heard that worn out line about love at first sight well I never knew those words were true 'till you walked in tonight all it took was just one look to knock me off my feet I'm not a man of many words so I'll make this short and sweet..." He began.

Stephen read the lyrics to the song, he hated it because he made him want to take Drew back

Stop

"Could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight
Yeah I'd take a chance slow dance make a little romance
Honey it'll be alright
Boy you got me wishin' we were huggin' and a kissin' and a holdin' each other tight
So could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight..." Drew paused after he sent the text and started another.
"Sorry."

Stephen read them both, it made his eyes sting damnit, he hated that. Drew needed to fucking be sorry.

You Should Be

"Well I am, no need to worry about that..." Drew replied.

Stephen wasn't crying.....that what he told himself, Celtic warriors didn't cry.

You broke us up.

"Can I please finish our song?" Drew asked, hopefully. He wanted to finish.

Stephen rolled his eyes but he didn't even care anymore so he texted back.

Whatever

"Thank you." He texted before starting again where he left off.
"I'm not tryin to come on like
Some rhinestone romeo
I'm a lookin' for a whole lot more
Than a one night rodeo
What can I do to prove to you
I'm a layin' it on the line
I'll even get down on my knees
Just to beg you one more time

Girl could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight
Yeah I'd take a chance slow dance make a little romance
Honey it'll be alright
Girl you got me wishin we were huggin and a kissin and a holdin each other tight
So could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight"

Stephen read the lyrics and grumbled to himself wiping his eyes. The was hell.

......Damn you and the song.

"Boy could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight
Yeah I'd take a chance slow dance make a little romance
Honey it'll be alright
Boy you got me wishin' we were huggin' and a kissin' and a holdin' each other tight
So could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight
Could ya would ya ain't ya gonna if I asked you
Would ya wanna be my baby tonight." Drew finished.
"All done."

Stephen was very close to throwing the phone at the wall. He was just a mess.

You cheated, I cant forgive you

"... I know." Drew sighed. "Just wanted to sing... well text it to you."

Stephen was to frustrated. It was killing him.

Was she worth it?

"Of course not. Didn't even think you'd have to ask that."