Misfit

"And get you pregnant again? No, baby. We cant risk that right now." Mike sighed and kissed Drew's lips softy.

"Matt, unless you wanted to kill some one, wanted them dead, wanted them to suffer, you are not a bad man and even some people who do that are not bad."

Drew sighed. But Mike was right.
"You're right..."

"Okay... I've only ever wanted to kill one person. And I did want them to suffer..." Matt paused. "Trent." That was right. Matt had finally gotten up enough courage to stand up to that asshole a few years after being forced to rape those girls.

Mike gave a small smile.
He would have loved for Drew to have his baby.
But they had Paige.

Quinton nodded.
"I can see that, he deserved it. And that still does not make you a bad person. You AREA a good man."

Drew smiled at Mike lovingly.
"Thank you Mike. That was amazing."

"Okay." Matt shrugged. He still did not agree with this.

Mike sucked in a breath and pulled Drew to his chest. He worked three jobs and he was a mess and always tired but this, being with this man and taking care of him was so worth it.

Quinton sighed.
"Fine don't believe me."
He pouted.

Drew smiled as he nuzzled Mike's neck.
"You're perfect."

"I want to believe you..." Matt sighed.

"Far from it actually." He laughed as he enjoyed being able to hold his fiance.

Quinton sighed.
"My word is good, and if I say im going to do something I do it. And Im going to give you a better life and you will be proud of it. If not for something you have done in the past, right now you can be proud because you have made a tired old soldier happy again."

"No, you are fucking perfect. And amazing, and wonderful, and handsome, and sweet, and caring. But you know when to be tough with me. You are the most incredible man in the world and I love you." Drew insisted.

Matt smiled softly.
"Well I'm glad I make you happy."

Mike grinned but in the back of his mind he wondered. He knew it was wrong but he was gone all day and soon, Drew would realize he could find someone to entertain him while Mike was gone or he would move on to someone who did not have to be gone all day.

"That makes two of us Matt."
Quinton then began eating a tune playing in his head as he did so.

Drew wouldn't lie. Hannah had came over a few times while Mike was gone. But he did not ask her there and he sent her away even when she offered herself to him. He would never do that to Mike. Mike was the only person he had ever really loved.

Matt simply smiled at Quinton. He'd never felt this way before...

Mike kissed his now lovers cheek. He didn't know what to think of this, it was like the rolls had changed. Mike was the man and Drew was the girl. Mike had not expected this, even if he acted as the man by working and paying the bills. He had never thought Drew would get on his back for him.

When Quinton was finished eating he took his plate and washed it before coming back and sitting down with a sleek silver, red, and blue guitar that read 'Quinton' on the side of it. He blushed as he strummed a few notes on the guitar before singing softly.
"As I write this letter
Send my love to you
Remember that I'll always
Be in love with you

Treasure these few words
Till we're together
Keep all my love forever
P.S. I love you
You you you

I'll be comin' home again
To you love
Until the day I do love
P.S. I love you
You you you

As I write this letter
Send my love to you
Remember that I'll always
Be in love with you

Treasure these few words
Till we're together
Keep all my love forever
P.S. I love you
You you you

As I write this letter
Send my love to you
Remember that I'll always
Be in love with you

I'll be comin' home again
To you love
Until the day I do love
P.S. I love you
You you you
You you you
I love you"

Drew just gazed up at Mike lovingly. That was much better than he had ever expected.
"You can do that again whenever you want." He kissed Mike's cheek.

"Didn't know ya sang." Matt smiled as he listened to Quinton play and sing.

Mike smiled.
"Thank you for this Drew."
He felt bad, he was still to scared to let Drew top him.

Quinton blushed and stopped playing.
"Well, this month is about getting to know each other and I used to have a band in high school before joining the army."

Drew soon fell asleep with a content smile on his face.

"Ah, well you're really good." Matt grinned.

Mike carefully slipped out of bed and went into the kitchen. He took out his bottle. They didnt need may medicines but Mike figured they better have one just in case. His popped a pill in his mouth. They were for depression and stress. Mike didn't think of himself as depressed but Quincy and the doctor did.

Quinton beamed at him.
"Thank you, even though I dont have a band anymore I still write songs and sheet music."

Drew had pleasant dreams at first. All of them involving him and Mike. One was their wedding which Drew hoped would happen soon. And then a face intruded his thoughts, one he did not want there at all.
HIM. In the dream, he was alive again. Mike was at work and Drew was at home holding Paige. Suddenly the door was swung open and the man entered. He held a gun to Drew's head and told him to hand over the baby. Drew refused so he shot. Drew, for some reason, did not die immediately. He stayed conscious just long enough for the man to rape him again and force Drew to watch as he slit the poor baby's throat.
"Your precious boyfriend is next." He hissed and he walked out the door.
Drew awoke screaming, in hysterics.

"I've always wanted to learn how to play the guitar but I've never really had the time." Matt shrugged.

Mike jumped as he heard his lover screaming. He was by Drew's side in seconds, taking him in his arms and looking around for the reason Drew was so hysterical.

Quinton's eyes gleamed as he patted his lap.
"C'mere and i'll show you a few chords."

"I'm s-sorry." Drew sobbed. "J-just a n-nightmare." He shook his head, telling himself it was just a dream over and over.

Matt smiled as he walked over and sat on Quinton's lap.

"Oh baby," Mike sighed and held Drew to his chest. "It was only a dream sweetheart. I dont know what happened but im here."

Quinton placed the guitar on Matt's left knee and took his hand, placing his hands on certain strings on the neck of the instrument before taking his other hand and showing him how to strum.

"I'm such a fucking BABY!" He screamed. And he hated it. This only made him sob harder as he cursed himself.

Matt smiled at the sweet scene.
"We are being SO cliche right now." He chuckled. "But I like it."

"Drew sweetheart, your just having a bad time. You just had Paige and your so stressed out and everything and I have not been helping baby, im sorry." Mike brushed the tears away with the pad of his thumb.

"I love it."
He chuckled as head showed Matt another chord and hummed softly to himself.

"You're more stressed than I am! And you're not bawling 24/7!" Drew cried.

Matt grinned as he played what Quinton showed him.
"That right?"

"Well I did not just have a baby."
He kissed Drew's forehead as he held him tightly, pressed to his chest.

"Yes and your doing very good. Your a natural."
He rested his chin on Matt's shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I'm just adding to your fucking stress." Drew grumbled.

"Well I am learning from the best." He smirked.

"No your not, sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day is the thought of coming home to you and our baby." Mike cooed softly.

"Wait I thought Tom Morello was dead?"
Quinton kissed his neck as he watched Matt play his guitar.