Only For You

"Fuck you." Drew shook his head. "Screw you and your damn present. I'll room with someone else for tonight." He sighed and got redressed, trading the kilt for a pair of jeans. "I'm not saying I'm ending this, us I just will not do this." He grabbed his gym bag. "I'll be back tomorrow."

Stephen frowned an narrowed his eyes.
He could room with someone else to damnit.
He gathred his things and calld Morrison, who said he could room with him.
The room wa left alone with the pieces of there relatonship.

Drew walked down to the lobby and sat down. This chair wasn't comfortable but he wasn't really going to room with someone else. He sighed and curled up in a ball on the chair.

Sheamus roomed with John, they just talked and bantered before sleeping, or Morrison did, Sheamus couldnt.

Drew just sat there, shaking with silent sobs. No wonder Stephen had stopped him before they had sex. Maybe Stephen didn't want him. He was worthless.... He couldn't keep a belt, had a huge gap... The tears wouldn't stop no matter how much he willed them away.

Sheamus slept none at all. He just laid there until morning. He considered going back to there room.

Drew didn't want to go back to the room yet in the morning. He sat there, not knowing what to do. He didn't get any sleep either.
Several people stopped and stared at him but he didn't care. He dug the palms of his hands into his eyes, trying to stop the crying but it was no use.

Sheamus went back to the empty room and concluded Drew had gone and found a new lover. He left the keys to there car and went back to John.

All it took was one look in the lobby to tell Drew hadn't moved on.
He slowly walked back up to their room. Stephen wasn't there. Drew let out a broken sob. He could be fucking anyone on the roster right now. He was stil shaking and sobbing as he walked back down to the lobby.

John was ready to go early, he went down to the lobby and paid the people. He spotted Drew and worriedly tried to check on him.
"Drew? Are you okay? What happened?"

Drew simply shook his head.
"S-stephen..." Was all he could manage to get out through the tears.

"Its fine, he was with me last night. He didn't do anything bad, I promise."

Drew only cried harder and shook his head.
He really had went and roomed with fucking Morrison...

"Drew, he said you left, he was so fucki upset and didja hit him? He had a hand print across his face. Where you two fighting like that?"

"He wanted m-me to!" Drew shook his head. "I didn't w-want to and he k-kept trying to g-get me to! H-he said some n-nasty shit and I wanted to c-cry about it but I couldn't so I f-faked being angry!"

"Hey now, why dont you come with me. You need to talk to Stephen, he is upset too. He misses you."

"Yeah r-right! He said himself, I can't do anything! I'm worthless!" Drew exclaimed.

"Drew, Im sure he did not mean it. He had to have a reason now come on."

Drew reluctantly stood and followed John to his room.
"I'm leaving as soon as he tells me how worthless I am again." He grumbled.

Sheamus was sitting on the bed with his had cradled in his hands when John let Drew in. Sheamus glared, his eyes red rimmed.
"Where were ya Drew?"

"In the lobby all night. Like you care." Drew snapped, looking up at Stephen with his own red eyes, tears were still streaming down his face.

"Look, ah didn't tell yata leave meh Drew, ya did that yar own self."

"Oh you were sure sounding like you wanted me to stay. Why would you want me anyway?! I can't do anything remember?! Oh and don't fucking lie to me about liking my gap anymore!"

Sheamus stood and pulled Drew to his chest.
"Ya think Ah was serious about that? Ah wanted ya ta hit meh Drew, I couldnt hit you, ah wouldnt. I wnted youta hit me though and that all ah could think ta do."

Drew squirmed out of Stephen's arms, looking up at him with hurt filled eyes.
"I really thought you knew me better than that... You really think I would hit you? And that saying those things would make me angry? I just wanted to go fucking bawl. But I didn't know if you were going to make fun of that too!"