I'm losing what I don't deserve

Chris simply whimpered and curled up into a small ball. He hated this and he didnt want to be forced into a hospital.

Phil didn't know what to do he knew Chris wouldn't go to the hospital but he didn't know how to help.

Chris was in too much pain to even talk now, he couldnt do anything.

Phil sighed "Chris i'm taking you to the hospital." he said as he started to get Chris ready.

"No..." It was a small whimper, almost unheard a Chris scooted away.

"Chris please." Phil said softly "You need to go, you need to get better."

"Go away Phil...."
His bitch needed to back off and let him be.

Phil sighed "Fine." he said as left the room, and into the living room. If Chris wanted to be like that then he was going to leave him alone.

Chris was glade to be alone, he didnt like Phil enough to want him to stay and comfort Chris.

Phil grabbed his coat, he was going to go to Morrison's for a bit.

Chris went back to sleep. He was sick and didnt give a fuck.

Phil scribbed a quick note and went to his car. He soon arrived at Morrison's "Hey Phil." said Morrison when he opened the door. "Hey John." said Phil with a smile as he entered. They went to the living room and sat for a bit making small talk, then Morrison asked "So hows things with Chris been?" "Its been ok." answered Phil softly. Morrison sighed "Phil don't lie." Phil sighed "Its fine John." Morrsion just gave Phil a look, Phil sighed and finally said "He's been staying out late drinking and any time i try to get close or anything like that he pushes me away." Morrison wrapped his arm around his friend and asked "Why are you even with him?" Phil didn't answer.

Chris had called Wade over to help his head. Wade was helping by fucking the brain outa that head.

Morrison leaned in and kissed Phil, Phil pulled back "John i can't."Morrison sighed "Phil why not Chris would never know?" Phil didn't answer, Morrison stood up and started to pull Phil into the bedroom.

Chris wouldnt be able to walk anymore after Wade was done with him.

Phil stopped "John i can't do this." Morrison sighed "Why Phil, he doesn't act like he cares about you so why not?" Phil sighed "He may not care about me but i care about him." Morrison leaned in for another kiss "Then for one night let someone care for you." Morrison said before he kissed Phil gently. Phil moaned softly at the sweet kiss and followed Morrison into the bedroom.

Wade left and Chris was left in a semen coated head on the bed, his headache forgotten.

Phil laid next to Morrison slowly falling asleep, it had been wonderful but he felt guilty, he had cheated on Chris.

Chris felt nothing at all, he didnt even like Phile, let alone love him. No, Chris didnt feel a damn thing.

Phil fell asleep quickly but his heart was hurting. He knew Chris proably didn't care or like him but he did care about Chris.

When Chris woke up he did notice Phil was gone and he didn't like it one bit.

Phil woke and cursed he grabbed a quick shower and hurried home hoping Chris was still asleep.

Chris was in the kitchen cooking, a frown adorning his distinguished face as he cooked himself some breakfast.

Phil walked into the house, paleing slightly when he saw Chris "Hi." he said softly.

Chris looked up at him with a frown.
"You cheating on me now Phil?"
He knew how it was and he was not going to beat around the bush.