Undesired

"I love you too Chris...."
He stroked the large belly.

"You really didn't have to do that." He sighed softly but kissed his neck.

"He is gone..... You wont ever feel that way again." Dustin frowned.

"Baby thank you..." He sighed. "But Dewayne will be so pissed..." He kissed Dustnin's cheek.

Dustin nodded.
"I know he will be but he can suck it up and think about someone other than himself for once."
But Dewayne was always doing that.

"Honey Dewayne is never thinking of himself...." Chris sighed, placing a hand on his stomach.

"I-I know.....Im just....He is moving out Chris. He told me earlier when you were out. He said he was only coming back to get his things."

Chris let out a whimper of protest as he buried his head in Dustin's chest.

"I don't know what all is up with him, after you did that he told me it was over and he was gone...."

Chris said nothing. Simply let his tears soak Dustin's shirt as he cried silently.

"Baby we will get him back.. Its just hard on us all right now...."
He snuggled Chris to his chest.

"My fault. I'm sorry Dustin..." He sighed, holding Dustin tightly.

"No baby its fine. We are going to be fine. We will get our baby back and it will all be fine. We will have two babys."

Chris nodded slowly and nuzzled Dustin's neck, trailing kisses up it as he held onto him.

Dustin sighed.
"Alex is going to kill me isn't he?"
He deserved it.

"If he finds out all you said then yes, yes he will... what you said was bad baby but you said it for me." He sighed softly, pecking his lips.

"It don't matter....Im done with Mike...."
It was hard, Mike was the mother of his first child.

"Honey you don't have to be. I'm not askig you to give him up for me..."

"He makes you feel bad and as your fiance I cannot allow that. " Dustin just couldnt.

"Baby I'll be fine." Chris sighed, resting their foreheads together.
"You love him too and I got to deal with that. He's your friend..."

"But you can't. It bothers you, I don't know why you would feel like that. Your never going to be second to him. He WAS my bestfriend and Dewayne's momma and I just tossed him away for you."

"That was the sweetest yet most fucked up thing anyone has ever done for me." Chris sighed. "I love you but he is your bestfriend and Dewayne's mother.. So go apologize to him..."

"No.....I wont let you feel like that and if that means no more Mike then no more Mike I guess."

"Dustin I'm telling you I'll be fine so go apologize to him..." Chris sighed

"No....."
He refused too.
Mike was still sobbing uncontrolably. He held onto Alex as the words swirled in his head.