Somewhere With You

Kevin frowned.
"Tell me, I tell you mine! I tell you pretty much everything. Talk to me..."
Kevin seemed to have a bad dream every night....

"Babe just a nightmare. I have em a lot. I'm used to it." He kissed Kevin softly

Kevin frowned.
"You gotta tell me everything. Im your husband, its the rules." He poked Rick with a frown.

Rick chuckled softly and kissed Kevin's cheek.
"It's usually you leaving me or something... sometimes it's different but mostly that."

The frown deepened.
Was that Rick's biggest fear?
Kevin chewed his lip.

Yes, that was definitely Rick's biggest fear. Kevin leaving him.
More than the nightmares he had sometimes of Quincy raping him like he had Kevin.
More than anything.

"Rick baby....Is that what your scared of? You think im going to just up and leave you one day rigth after I just promised to be your forever? Its tattooed on my ass for God's sake."

"Yes baby. I'll always be scared of that. Especially now." Rick sighed.
Tonight Kevin had left him for Quincy, claiming that Quincy had changed but Rick had just raped him. He was the monster now.

Kevin hugged his tightly.
"Why did I leave?"
He had to wonder...

"well tonight you left me for Quincy. Said he changed. Now I was the monster..." He sighed and pecked Kevin's cheek.

Kevin looked stunned...
"Rick Cameron McGuire. Where in the fuck is that coming from? You wont ever be anything short of perfect in my eyes and Quincy...Yes he has changed but he still makes my fucking skin crawl."

"I dunno baby... I guess when you kept defending him the other night it got to me. I got worried." He sighed.

"Oh Rick sweet heart no. That was for my papa. Quincy is his brother and I was trying to forgive him."
Zac was getting him into some deep shit.

"Okay babe..." Rick smiled softly and kissed him.
Zac knew he couldn't hide it forever but he was putting it off as long as possible...

Longer he put it off the worse it was for his mother and father....
"I love you Rick..."

"I love you more Kevvy bear." Rick winked, trying to get the dream out of his mind.

"No you don't baby, we both know I love you way more!...."
He was hungry.
"I want pudding. I demand it." He giggled.

"Coming right up your majesty." Rick chuckled and got Kevin some pudding.
"Vanilla or chocolate?"

"Chocolate." Kevin giggled like a small child at his lover. Rick was far too goof for him.

Rick smiled as he handed Kevin the chocolate pudding.
"You and your chocolate." He shoko his head, chuckling.

"Imma get fat!"
Kevin giggled as he licked his lips. eating a spoon full of the pudding.
"Yum!"

"but I love it so much when your fat! Especially when you ate that watermelon." He giggled.

"Ehhhh I didn't, I was huge!" He pouted lightly, but then gave a smile.
Even though Rick raped him....
He came inside him...

Rick had done that because he was trying to make it special... he hadn't come inside Kevin for a while now... and it was their first time as a married couple. He'd just wanted to make Kevin happy.

There first time married was rape, but Kevin was happy....
He was couldnt wipe the smile from his face.