Undesired

"Don't worry, I like it. I find it cute." He smiled, pecking his forehead.

Mike made him stay there for a while before he let Mattie take him home. Quinton picked Zac up and carried him home with a grin.

"I hope it works babe..." Matt smiled hopefully.

"Me too I want a baby." He carried Matt into the house and started his supper.

"Me too." Matt hummed as he cleaned up around the house.

Only a month later Quinton was filling sick but not telling Matt. He didnt wanna get his hopes up until he knew.

Matt was praying and hoping every night. To be honest, he could live without a baby but Quinton wanted one so badly...

Quinton didnt want it if Matt didn't. He would get rid of one of Matt didnt want it....

It wasn't that Matt didn't want it... He was neutral on the subject. He would love and care for a child. But he wouldn't force Quinton to have it either.

Quinton was all smiles the day he took his test and found out he was pregnant...

Matt didn't know though. He was just sick of seeing Quinton so upset all the time when nothing happened...

Quinton stepped into the room and grinned at his lover.
"I need to talk to you."

"So do I babe." Matt sighed, nodding

"Okay you start." He sat down and looked at Matt with his head titled.

"Baby... I can't take this anymore. I can't take seeing you so depressed when it doesn't work... when you don't get pregnant. Maybe we should just stop trying... take a break?" He asked softly.

"Oh....." He looked down and chewed the inside of his cheek, his eyes glassy as he thought about this.
He couldnt have said so earlier?

"I'm sorry babe just... i can't see you like that any more..." Matt sighed.

"Okay....." He put his head down and stood up, his heart constricting painfully. He hadn't cried in......He didnt even know but he felt it coming.
He stepped out of the room, leaving nothing but a soft whisper as the door shut.
"Im pregnant by the way...."

Matt didn't hear that last part....
"Babe...." He sighed as he put his head in his hands.

Quinton sat out on his porch, staring at the sun as it set, the sun making his tears light up.

Matt laid down in bed, trying not to cry himself.......

Quinton had tried to hard to get pregnant and now it was all for nothing.
He had to have an abortion.
Matt would never know.

But Matt didn't want that....
If Quinton had just told him....

Quinton picked up the phone and called Mike.
He planned for an abortion.
He cried hard as he did...

Matt heard nothing.
If he knew.... he would never have allowed it. His baby was being killed...