Undesired

"You wouldnt have known. No one did Chris." He shook his head with a small sigh.

"i can just tell with you... I'd have known and I'd have found you..." He sighed softly.

"You saw me only a day before it happened Chris....You did know me. Not like now but you did."

Chris shuddered as he remembered that... not even twenty four hours later...
"But now we have a connection. I just know when something's wrong with you..."

Dustin kissed him sweetly.
"I know that baby...."

Chris sighed.
"I wished I would have known..." He massaged his lover's hips as he shook his head.

Dustin got up and picked Chris up, taking him with him, drying him off and dressing him before doing the same.
Kevin got dressed, kissed them both and left for home.

Chris thanked David who he'd had watching Lance while they were gone and told him he could go home. David had eyed Kevin before, who was completley covered in blood and simply shook his head.
"ALright Chris, I don't even wanna know. Bye then." He nodded before heading home.
Once they were bathed, Chris walked over to the crib and lifted Lance.
"Hey sweetness." He cooed to the sleeping child, caressing his cheek and kissing his temple before laying him back down in bed.

Dustin grinned at his baby, kissing its other temple before pulling Chris to the bed. "So, are you happy now? Did all that satisfy you Chris?"

"Well I would be... But... but I upset you." He sighed softly.

"Chris, thats not what I asked you sweetheart. Your happy with it?"
He bit the inside of his cheek.

"Well... other than you being upset... yes." Chris let out a deep breath, biting his lip.

"Okay."
How in the fuck did someone get satisfaction out of that?

Chris sighed, looking away, ashamed.
Dustin probably thoguht he was some sick bastard now...

Dustin was kinda scared of him. What if he ever did something and Chris did that to him again? What if.....

But Chris could never, ever do that to Dustin... He couldn't see himself ever doing it again. But Rick was his baby brother.... Alan had hurt him...

But that was way worse than what Alan had done, Dustin didnt want anyone else to feel like that and his FIANCE just did it.

"Baby... Its not like I just find it fun...." He sighed

"Okay Chris, please dont expalin it to me...."
He didnt wanna know.

"Okay babe..." Chris sighed, rolling over and staring at the wall.

Kevin got home, his bloody clothes he had trashed at Dustin's and he just fell down onto his bed.

Rick sighed as he hugged Kevin to his chest.
"What did you do?"

"I went and ranted to Chris. We found him, were going to fuck him up but we couldnt go through with it, I chickened out....
In truth he had done more than his share, Chris barely did anything with Dustin there.

"Don't lie to me.... I'm gonna hear about it soon."
When Alan's body was found...

"Im not kidding, I didnt do shit to the guy, but he got in the car with some weird looking people."