Only Me.

Only me will take this,
Only me will let it go.
Only I will ignore the tears,
And try to not let my hurt show.

You hurt me and pretend im fine,
and maybe the fault is mine
But only I will try and try,
to make you happy till I die.

My heart hurts my Mikey gone.
I am sitting alone at home.
I don't know what to do now, reincarnation was my only preference
You made it apparent you don't care how as long as he's not different.

Alone I am, and that's to bad.
No happiness will I have.
You say your sorry and thats all to be said,
But that wont help the thoughts in my head.

Since when are all my ideas trash?
Since when can you not take that?
Since when do I have to work alone?
This pain chills me to the bone.

Im ranting and raving in my poem.
These words are not meant to be spoken.
Im sure I sound the proper fool,
My writing seems one sided and full of bull,
But right now im bawling and I don't care,
Tomorrow ill wake up and strip this page bare.

You should ignore this if you see it.
Not worth your time to even read it.
My ramblings are long and dumb.
But they are what I feel and that's not enough.
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Its stupid and sad but its how I feel right now....