Death Of Quincy Carson.

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Quincy McDaniel's sat on his brother's couch, in one hand he held a shiny metal revolver his brother had given him for his nineteenth birthday, and in the other was two separate pictures. The gun was not heavy like it would have been to most, to Quincy it was light as air, his savior. No, the heaviest thing for Quincy was his heart, it was weighed down by his family and his self hate. Why was he doing this when he believed suicide was a cowards way out? Because inside Quincy was no more the strong amazing man he had always been, now he was the small scared person inside who was looking for help no one could give him.
Zac was gone, he had left with all the children from his son, his OLDEST son. Zac had left him for Aaron. Quincy wanted his lover to be happy, wanted him to be in love and be taken care of. He knew Aaron would take good care of him but that didn't stop the ache in his heart. He was all alone now, just sitting here alone in his living room.. He listen the gun, swallowing heard ad the cold metal pressed to his warm temple. Quincy had never feared death and he most certainly didn't now. But he was going to do this again and again until he was dead and gone for good.
Maybe now Zac could even have Jude with him. Quincy couldn't take it but Aaron could. Aaron is a good boy, he would be a good daddy.Quincy feared nothing but in the back of his mind....He worried. Would he be missed? Would anyone care? Would anyone give a fuck he is gone? No.
And with that final though, Quincy pulled the trigger. The loud sound of the bullet going through his brain echoed though out the woods. Dustin who had been outside working on his farm picked his head up, looking over towards his brothers home. "Quincy?" Dustin's frown deepened. He jumped in his truck and took off, speeding to his brothers.
Try as he might, it was vain. Quincy McDaniel's had already taken his last breath and this time there was no coming back. Quincy was dead and gone and the sad thing was, Zac was too happy with Aaron to care....
Quincy jumped, his eyes snapping open as he looked around the dark room. His eyes landing on the small man beside him. He gave a relieved cry, holding his head in his hands and letting a few tears out. This was his life now. Zac had an affair with Aaron while he was gone and he now fathered two children that weren't his, one Aaron's and one Marks. Quincy didn't think it was worth it sometimes but once he looked down and his eyes found Zac's sweet sleeping face. That made it all okay.
Quincy leaned down and pressed his lips to Zac before laying back down and pulling the small body to him. "Its okay....going to be okay." He promised himself and for Zac it would be but for Quincy...it was hell. The only way he got through it was Zac, Zac and his sweet smile, Zac and his big blue eyes...Zac and his love kept Quincy alive.