(Discontinued....)Kiss My Eyes and Lay Me To Sleep.

Alex couldn't help but laugh at his son. Even Rick managed a small smile.

Next was a picture of Kevin, curled Against Alex's chest after one of their fights.

Alex held onto Mike and Rick as he watched.

Another video, Mike had been recording when Alex had said he was glad Kevin was never born.
He caught it on tape....
It ended with Kevin running from the home crying.

Rick promptly punched Alex in the jaw after this. Alex sighed and almost hit back but shook his head. He deserved it.

Mike growled, back handing Rick across the face before lifting him off his feet.
"You listen to me and you listen good. I know it hurts to see that and Alex deserved it but you did NOT need to do that, I guarantee you, he hurts worse seeing that without you touching him. This is Kevin's funeral. you dont sit here and hit his daddy."

Rick growled tearfully and pushed him off, plopping on the floor like a pouting three year old with his arms across his chest.

Mike sighed and picked him up, sitting him in his lap and kissing behind his ear.
"Shhhh Its okay."

Rick sniffled and hugged Mike close as he watched the screen.

Next was Kevin again, it seemed he had just come home from his night with Rick. He sat on his bed, crying softly, looking at a picture of his sister and her husband along with Carrie.
He gave a small, vicious growl and knocked it off his table.
"Fuck you Rick...Y-You lied to me...Y-You said....I-It was over and I-I wouldn't be l-left after you took my v-virginity Go-God D-Damnit!!" The boy cried, his gaze finally landing on whoever was holding the camera.
"MOMMA GET THAT GOD DAMN THING OUTTA MY FACE!!!"
"B-But baby whats wrong? Who took your what?"
"GET OUT!!!!"
The video ended.

Rick sniffled, hugging himself at this. He regretted that more than anything........ leaving Kevin.

Mike sighed softly, shaking his head at the screen.
Another video.
It was a padgent, and they had Kevin up, he was all dressed up, around eight. He was so adorable, shaggy blond hair brushed just right, baby blue yes, a nervous smile, and a blush coloring his cheek.
The announcer bent down and asked. "Whats your goal in life?"
He offered the mic to Kevin who thought a moment before taking it, and in his raspy, shaking, high voice he told him.
"To be a virgin until I meet my soul mate."
The man raised a brow at the child.
"Then what kid?"
"Then have their babies and live happily ever after."
He gave a grin, missing one tooth while the crowed cooed at him.

and After this, Rick was once again up by the casket, kissing the lifeless body.

Mike shook his head, the boy could not hold still!
Next was a picture of Kevin, first place in the Padgett with his Queen.
The next thing was Kevin giggling in a video, maybe eleven, smiling proudly as he finished and showed the camera a distorted looking cake that read "Happy fathers day!"
Mike could be heard sighing in the back.
"Now what Kev?"
"Now we wait till daddy gets here for his cake."
A pause.
"Kev you know he is not coming."
The smile never wavered.
"I can pretend he is momma..."
It happened every year, Kevin would make a cake and wait all night for his dad to come get it and Alex never did...
By the time he had gotten there the boy had lost hope.

Rick really didn't. He didn't like staying still right now.... But now he kept at Kevin's side, nuzzling his neck.

Next was another video, Kevin seemed upset, a hand to his stomach as he puked. Dewayne could be seen rubbing his back.
"Your pregnant."
"Huh?"
"'the test you took, says positive."
Kevin turned and hugged his brother, crying softly.
'FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!"
"What Kev?"
"R-Rick! R-Remember I told you? R-Rick fucked me......He....Its his and he....He is married t my sister...H-He wants nothing to do with me our this baby..."
Dewayne growled.
"He had better because its his and he will take responsibility."
"Wh-What now?"
Dewayne paused.
"Tell him."
"Wh-What is he turns me away?"
"Then imma be a good daddy huh?" He winked.

Rick let out a wail that echoed through the area. Chris sighed and got up, kneeling beside his younger brother.

Dewayne sighed softly, looking away.
Mike had by now sat Alex in his lap and was just holding him.
Next was a picture of Rick and Kevin, taken the night Rick had come home with Kevin, the night it all really started, they were curled around each other on a couch.
Mike had taken it while they were sleeping, Rick's hand rested on Kevin's stomach while the smaller man's head laid on Rick's chest.

Rick looked at the picture longingly. He needed Kevin back.... so bad.....

Next was a small video diary, Kevin had the camera, smiling into it.
"Hi! Im like....Four months along, as you can see I am fucking HUGE. But I love it, so does Rick and I love him. Now for the big news! Yes, yes I am a fatty but thats not big. LOOKIT! He flashed his hand in the camera, grinning proudly at the ring.
"HE PROPOSED!!!!" Kevin squealed and did a small dance with his belly, giggling happily. "Imma be Mr.Kevin McGuire! I just needed to let it out, haha, I gotta go though, I think Momma is calling me..." He patted his stomach and pecked the camera before the video ended.

Alex laughed lightly at his son on the screen.
He was so adorable... so happy... and it was all gone.

Next was a picture of Kevin and Dustin, Kevin had a fish hook in his head and Dustin was laughing while trying to get it out.

Chris smiled fondly at his lover's picture. He'd never known Kevin but he'd shed a few tears for his brother's sake.. he couldn't imagine losing Dustin.

Next was Kevin, sitting in Alex's lap and kissing his fathers cheek. Behind him Mike could be seen, threatening Dustin with a knife.
The bottom of the picture read.
"Our family."

Chris tried to get Rick to stop crying to no avail. It was helpless. THe man was heartbroken.