Not Your Birthday

Angel picked up his bags and headed off to find Trever and offer himself up. If was ever a way to get killed and be punished in one, Trever Murdock was where to go.

Gabriel had snuck out and followed Angel. He still loved him and didn't want him hurt... it was hard for a man of his size to spy on someone without being sseen but he managed it..

Angel sat is bags outside of a door, licking his lips and gently knocking in his timid way.
A bloody Trever answered the door.
"What bitch?"
"Trever....I....."
The man grinned and just as Angel thought, he gave no other warning, just snatching Angel inside along with his bags and slammed the door shut.

Gabriel cursed and broke the door down without warning, snatching Angel by the hair as if he was just a bitch to him. But he was his bitch and Trever couldn't have him. The yhad a little staredown but Gabriel won and carried him away.
"What the hell?"

Angel screamed and elbowed Gabriel in the jaw, turning and punching him.
"DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME ASSHOLE!"

"I deserved that." He nodded. "But you didn't deserve what ever Trever could've done to you. Now shh!"

"LET ME GO GOD DAMN YOU!!!" Angel screamed at him, clawing and biting, trying to get away

Gabriel carried him to Higgy's once again and strapped him to the bed.
"STOP."

Angel just stared at him.
"No....I wont live without you. If I cant goo to Trever fine. Ill find another way. Have fun with whatever whore you left me for."

"Angel why won't you understand...?" He sighed heavily and sat beside him. "Angel I didn't leave you for anyone else... I left you because I love you..."

"Well fuck that Gabriel, you are sure showing how much you love me by leaving me alone. Where do you expect me to go anyways? I dont WANT brayden. I will not be around him, my family, or Higgy. I will not LIVE. You say you let me go because you dont wanna kill me? Watch ME kill ME. And dont you ever fucking try and save me again. I dont want to be saved I want to fucking die." Angel turned over, crossing his arms.
No voice spoke.
Just Angel.

"Angel... baby... you need a good lover. You're so sweet..." He sighed. "I don't want to hurt you anymore."

"Then dont but dont fucking stop me when you have let me go. Im not going to live without you. You take good care of MY BABY, the one I fucking died to have for you, because im not going to be around long."

"Please Angel... live... just live without me." He sighed, frowning deeply.

"I CANT!!!!" Angel screamed at him, struggling against his binds. "I can't! I cant go one without you!! Knowing you are leaving me for Gabriel and Kyndal and what other else whores and my baby is with you and this bitches!!"

"I'm not leaving you for them baby..." He sighed.

"Whatever!! You swore you would never let me go remember? Said that time you said I could go back to Brayden and I didnt, said I just made the biggest mistake because now you couldnt let me go! I cannot believe I was dumb enough to BELIEVE YOU! You swore!" Angel cried softly.

"Angel baby trust me I don't want to, I'm doing it for you...." He sighed

"WELL THE I DONT EVER WANT YOU TO DO ANOTHER THING FOR ME EVER YOU HEARTLESS BASTARD!" Angel squealed.

"Angel this is the nicest thing I've ever done to anyone." He sighed softly.

Angel wanted to hit him so bad.
"Well geez thank god your being nice to me huh? Now I get to be alone with the voices while you have my heart and my fucking child! thats so nice you cruel stupid mother fucker!"

"Angel goddamnit! you want to stay and get beaten on?!" He snapped, slowly losing his control on his temper.

"No Gabriel, im throwing a fit because because I dont want you to sacrifice me to the magic forest."
Yes, he was insane.
"No dumbass! I wanna stay with you even when your hitting me."

"Angel... I don't want to kill you and have you never come back.."

"Fine, ill find another way to do it alright. Im not living without you Gabriel. I can live with you and die later, or you can leave me and ill kill myself as fast as I can until im gone for good."