Cowgirls Don't Cry.

"Alright." Rick noddded slowly and stood, following his husband.

Mike got himself out of Alex's arms, opening his own from Rick.
"Come sit in my lap for a bit, I missed you..."

Rick walked over and hugged him while Alex tugged Kevin into his open lap.

Kevin leaned back into his father, sighing softly.
"I love you daddy."
Mike pulled Rick down into his arms, kissing his temple and sighing.
"I missed you baby."

"I love you too baby.." Alex nodded.

"I missed you more momma.." Rick frowned.

Mike combed his fingers through Rick's hair, pressing a kiss to his forehead.
"My sweet baby." Mike held Rick tight, cooing softly.
Kevin frowned, turning his head away. "Daddy, I want my baby."

"I love you..." Rick whispered softly.

"I'm so sorry honey..." Alex frowned.

Mike nodded, kissing Rick's cheek again. "I love you too sweetheart....So fucking much ..."
Kevin whimpered, nuzzling his fathers chest.
"You think he is still out there."

"Love youmore..." Rick muttered softly, huggnig him even tighter.

"Definitely baby... I know he is." He nodded.

Mike shook his head. "Impossible...." One of Mike's hands stroked Rick's back while he held him, not many were allowed to hold Rick, he was one of the only ones permitted to do so when he was upset...
"But dad...Do you think ill ever see him again?" Kevin frowned up at his father.

Rick ran his fingers through Mike's hair, sighing softly.
"How are you and Lex?"

"Yes baby... you'll find him..." He nodded.

"Baby...I guess we are doing better, still not married, barely dating...Im apparently being weird but we are both trying...I miss you at night when he is asleep, when im alone and need someone to talk to. I used to just wake Kev up but he is so down without jr...I got used to coming to you...I miss it baby..."
Kevin shook his head, whining at his father.
"I bet you never lost a child like that huh?"

"I know how you feel momma... i miss talkin to you too..." Rick sighed.

"Hey... I lost you. And Biddy bird..." He frowned.

"Maybe we can do it again? I think Lex has forgiven you...Just like im forgiving Dustin and Lane. It will be alright baby."

"But we didn't run off at four years old daddy, you never even held us...it didnt mean much anyways, momma had jr and Sydney, I had my one baby, Rick wont give me anymore, Jr is gone, Zac is gone....." Kevin was miserably...
Alex Jr ran away, that night when he found out his father loved Lane more and didnt see him any more except once at their wedding.

"Okay momma... whatever you say." He sighed.

Alex made Kevin look him in the eyes.
"Don't you DARE say it didn't mean much Kevin. I've told you before and I'll say it again, that was one of the worst days of my life... But I know how you feel honey. Alex Jr left me when I got with Lane..."

Kevin sighed, hugging his father tight. "Im sorry daddy....And I dont think Jr likes me much..."
He doesn't, he hates Kevin and Aaron and Dewayne with a passion.
"And im sure he loves you though and he is safe..."

"No...I'm sure he'll love you...." Alex nodded. "I really hope so... he left when I got with Lane... the next time I saw him at me and Lane's wedding... he was married and his wife was pregnant... I never even knew he had a girlfriend..." He sighed.

Kevin frowned softly. "Daddy.....Im sorry about him, you see like you miss him..."

"Of course I do honey.... I know you hate her but I miss Sydney too." He sighed.

Kevin shrugged.
"Alright...."
He needed to do this anyways.
Kevin got up and kissed his fathers cheek, wondering from his home and over to a sorority looking house he heard Sydney was staying at.

Alex frowned after him, thinking he had upset his son...
A tanned girl with brown and pink hair opened the door, peeking out at Kevin.
"Hello?"

Kevin gave a sweet smile.
"Hey....Ummm Is my sister here? Sydney Riley....She is really pretty, kinda small..."

"Yeah Syd's here. Hold on." She smiled. "SYDNEY! DOOR!" She shouted down the hallway.
"Who is it?" A voice answered.
"Some brother of yours?"
"Which one?"
"I don't know just come here." The girl rolled her eyes as Sydney came skipping to the door, her eyes narowing.
"What...?"

Kevin sighed, lowering his head.
"Look...Dad misses you....He really does....And the whole family misses you actually. I...you have the right to hate me and if you want you can beat my ass, whatever just....think about coming home? If wasnt daddys decision to put you out..."

"I know it wasn't. It was yours." She folded her arms, leaning against the doorway. "I won't go over there just to have you throw a bitch fit and get me kicked out again if Rick happens to glance at me."