Cowgirls Don't Cry.

"I hope so momma..." He nodded

"Come on. Go back home and make love to Kevin baby." Mike cooed softly to his lover.

"I don't wanna now. He whined. "I'm all worried."

"About what?" Mike raised a brow at his baby. "Whats worrying you?"

"The whole pregnannt thing." He frowned.

"Rick baby if it happens it happens. If not it wasnt meant to be..." Mike frowned lightly at him.

"Alright momma... good point." He nodded slowly.

"And thats why I still have Jayden. I didnt want another baby. Alex did want him. When he was born...I didnt have the heart to let him go and hurt Alex and it will be the same with you and Kev."

Rick turned to him incredulously.
"You don't want Jayden?"

"No baby! I didnt when I got pregnant! I thought you knew about this? I didn't want another baby, Hell after Alex came in me I tried to wash it out, I was still pregnant but I said its okay, I would give Jay up for adoption and by the time I had him I loved him to much to let him go. Plus I couldnt hurt Alex like that."

"You made it sound like you still dont want him..." He frowned. "I dont want Kevin to secretly hate the kid but pretend to love him for me... Thats awful."

Mike blinked at him, shaking his head.
"Rick....I love my babies, ALL of them. Jayden is my baby boy, I want him, I would die without him now. He is my precious baby...."

"Okay momma... you just worried me there." He nodded and kissed his mother's cheek.

"Baby....Dont you ever worry about that, I got my babies in check, and I love them all so much." He sighed softly. "So you and Kev will be okay."

"But... ugh damnit. I'm going to let him top me and... if I get pregnant i get pregnant, if I don't, I don't." He nodded.

Mike nodded, smiling softly and kissing Rick's cheek.
"That's it baby, thats what I was hoping for because when it all comes down to it thats all you can do it wait and see."

Rick smiled softly.
"We can go home now." He nodded.

Mike nodded, holding his babys hand as they started back to the house.

When they got home, Rick pecked Mike's cheek before walking back upstairs to Kevin.

Mike went off to bed to his own room, leaving the home quiet except for Rick and Kevin upstairs.
Kevin was curled up on his side, hugging himself, and snoring lightly. He had just now cried himself to sleep.

Rick laid down and wrapped his arms tight around Kevin's waist, kissingh his neck.

Kevin's eyes fluttered open, the big blue orbs looking the room over as he pressed back against Rick.
"Hey..."

"Hey baby. You alrihgt?" He hummed softly.

"Yeah...Im okay baby." Kevin sniffled lightly, sighing.

"You don't have to now but whenever you want you can top me... and you can cum inside me. And I won't wash it out." He nodded at him.