New Beginning.

Kevin purred lightly, his hand gently caressing his lovers chest.
"Im sorry about our honeymoon."

"Baby thats in the past. I'm not gonna forgive myself for it but yu have nothing to be sorry for." Rick kissed his temple.

"Rick, you didnt do anything wrong....I forgot the safe word. ME, not you...you did what you were supposed to..."
His momma didnt forget...

"But.... I should have just known baby." He sighed.

"No...I dont think daddy would have known with the way momma was acting." He shook his head. "But momma's a freak though."

"I think he would have. You could tell momma liked it since he was bucking his hips andd shit." he nodded.

"But still though, did you see daddy? He was like...serious looking."
But Mike knew if he was serious..Alex would know that.
Alex always knew...

"Because he's supposed to be." Rick chuckled softly, kissing Kevins' forehead.

"So were you, and you were. If he was hurting momma he wouldnt know because momma is supposed to act like that! Sure he failed but." Kevin shrugged.

"Still baby, you're supposed to be able to just tell with your lover.' He nodded.

"No, thats the thing Rick, you can never tell when someone is supposed to be like this...You thought I was acting and I was supposed to be...Just like momma and daddy."

"Baby just... shh." Rick chuckled, putting a finger to Kevin's lips.

Kevin pouted lightly curling into Rick's chest.
"Just think about it. Im not mad, no one is so you dont be either...let it go baby."

"I will never let that go." He shook his head.

"Why? Huh? It was one time Rick. And I wasnt that hurt! in only a day I was so comfortable and I was being babied.....I was totally fine."

"Still Kevin. I hate myself for that." He shook his head.

"Well I love every fiber of your being." He nodded at his lover. "Ill make up for it. Plus im tired of fighting with you so no more of that." He had gone a whole month without arguing.

"Yes no more of that." Rick nodded. He was glad they'd been doing good.

"Im scared of us fighting." He whined lightly.
Scared of fighting and losing Rick.

"me too baby... you got no idea." Rick sighed softly.

"I dont want to lose you...I am too bitchy." He sighed lightly. " I am trying to not fight with you."

"YOu are my bitch though." Rick winked at him. "I dont wanna lose you either."

"I dont usually ever consider leaving, only maybe twice....When you cheated on me, I wasnt leaving because I was mad..I just thought maybe you didnt want me...I have forgiven you...There are times when I dont know what im going to do with you...like with Chance. I fucking love him, I treat him like I treat Junior, my only baby, and Zac, my precious son and he isnt mine. I treat them all equal. You dont. Its upsetting. Im glad you love him, I do to but...Baby think about Zac and Junior...it has to hurt them....And it hurts me. That boy has all the love in the world between me, you and Momma. Why do you treat him better than you do Zac? I cant say Junior anymore but You hit Zac for being with Quincy...you would never hit Chance...how do you think my baby feels? Chance is just fine..."

Rick sighed softly.
"I just.. baby I was afraid you wouldn't love him as much as Zac and Junior since I was the momma. So I tried to love him more as a baby and.. I got myself too attached to him now. I'm sorry.."

"You should be. It hurts. I love him just as just as any of my babies, I am not a shitty momma. I dont play favorites. I give all of my children special care.....You dont. You give Chance special care and leave Zac and if...We ever fine him Junior out to dry....." He sighed lightly. "And when I have another baby...Its not fair...I dont like my babies hurting...."