New Beginning.

"I'm sorry Kevin... I didn't mean to..." He sighed.

Kevin shook his head.
"I know...I just wish you would either stop or treat them all like that...You love him more and it hurts..."
When he had a baby....He would make him feel bad....make his baby hurt...
And he hated it.

"Zac isn't here... Junior is gone... I don't got one to love more." He frowned.

"Rick the fact is even if they were here...They wouldnt get that attention from you. You hit my baby boy, you hurt Zac. He is my precious baby, and Junior...You left my child run out of this house for Chris....You would not let Chance out of your site when he was that old and you would have never told him anything like that...Because he is your special baby." He spat the word special like it was dirty. "I love Chance with every fiber of my being but I fucking love Junior and Zac just as much."

"Baby do not spit at me like that please. We have been doing good and not fighting. Please don't start." He sighed at his lover. "I am sorry, I said that. There is nothing else I can do..."

"Im not fighting with you, im letting you know your very wrong. Being a good father to Chance is being a bad DADDY to Zac and Junior because they have to feel...like you dont love them." Kevin sighed, sitting up, he was NOT going to fight, he was just...
Upset for his babies...

"They know I love them." He frowned deeply.

"Not like you do Chance sweetheart. Now I need to go call Zac, I call every day around this time since he is too Lazy to call his old momma." He nodded and stood, grabbing his cell and going into the living room.

Zac answered the phone right away. It had already been in his hand, he was trying to beat Kevin for once and call first. He cursed as he picked it up.
"Hey momma."

"Hey baby." The boy chuckled lightly at his baby boy. "How has your day been? Anything new?"

"Eh not really... Quincys out playin with Jude right now." He nodded happily to himself.

"Thats good sweetheart, he is good to Judy isnt he?"
And Jude wasnt even his....
Quincy treated him just like his other babies.

"So good momma." He nodded, watching his husband out the window. "He's amazing..."

"He sounds amazing...How about that little Sage boy he brought home?"
Quincy was a good daddy.

"He's good to him too." Zac nodded. "He's like fucking Superman, I swear." He giggled softly. "Goes around adopting random children in need." He shook his head, wide grin on his face.

"Wow...and still a good lover right baby? He is good to you? I dont need to come over and throw something at his head?"

"Nope momma he's my Superman too..." He smiled softly.

"He sounds good...Speaking of Sage, whats he like? Is he close to you or Quincy?" He hummed, he didnt know this boy.

"He's not too close to us yet but I'm sure he'll get there. I think he admires Quincy a bit. He's usually just up in his room or he goes out a lot.." He nodded.

Quincy did not like the going out, he was slowly trying to get the boy OFF drugs.
"So all the kids good baby?"

"Yupp, pretty much. Even Angel is better the last time I saw him." He nodded happily.

"And how about Riley? He moved out with Lance right?" Kevin asked softly.

"Yupp, I visit em a lot though. They're doing really good... All my babies are growing up." He whined. "I feel old..."

"Oh you visit him but I see you like what? Only when you NEED something! He visit you?"
Riley had always been a momma's boy.

"I'm sorry momma." Zac giggled. "yeah he does whenever he can." Zac nodded.