Cowgirls Don't Cry.

"Swear to me... on my life you won't love it any less than Zac and Jr." he said,taking his hand.

Kevin nodded, pressing his lips to Rick's hand as if he was the strong lover....
"Course! I swear ill love all our children the same."

"Okay.." Rick nodded firmly, hugging him close and finally taking the test. He closed his eyes when he heard the beep. "Tell me? I dont wanna look..."

Kevin gently took the test, checking it making making sure not to curse anywhere but in his head, he drug a hand over his face, willing away the tears before he put on a large grin and squealed.
"WE ARE PREGNANT!!!"

Rick smiled softly and hugged Kevin tight.
"I'm sorry..." He wasn't stupid... he knew Kevin was upset... andhe hated it.

"Why are you sorry! We have having a baby!! You'll be a momma!!"
He was so relieved he hadnt burst into tears yet.
RICK would be a momma...

"You're not happy." He sighed, hanging his head.

"Yes I am!! I am so happy! I cant wait for us to have another baby."
He wouldnt have another one....Rick would....
No 'us'
Just Rick.

"Don't lie to me." He sighed, shaking his head.

"Im not baby, I am happy, so happy!" He grinned at Rick, pressing their lips together sweetly.

Rick kissed back but pushed him off gently after a moment.
"Yes you are..."

"Yes! Yes I am so happy!! God im so happy I could cry!!!" He could cry but not tears of joy.

"Stop it." Rick looked away and put his head in his hands. what would he do...?

Kevin shook his head, taking Rick in his arms and holding him tight.
"Why would I stop being happy? Your having my baby!!" Kevin exclaimed excitedly,

Rick pushed him away.
"STOP." He was about ready to cry.

Kevin frowned at him, his hold tightening on his lover.
"Rick....No, your pregnant...I-Im not allowed to be happy about it?"

"YOu are... I'd love if you were happy. But your NOT." His voice cracked. He didn't want to go through this alone...

"I am baby! If not I would be in here almost crying with joy...Rick this is great!"

Rick turn around and took Kevin's face in his hands.
"I'm not stupid Kevin! You swear on my life you are happy about this. On my life."

Kevin paused, licking his lips.
He was happy, because Rick was happy...
That was all that mattered,
"I swear sweetness, im happy about this...."

Rick looked at Kevin incredulously.
"You can't lie when you swore on my life..."

Kevin frowned at him, immediately hugging Rick tighter to his cheat, kissing his forehead.
"Rick baby....I am happy...FOR YOU....I am...And im going to be here with you through this."

"Why would you do this Kevin...?" He sighed. "You made me think you wanted it and now youre going to be upset and..."

"Rick...Baby I am happy about this, im excited to have another baby, so its fine sweetheart." He cooed softly, rocking Rick back and forth in his arms.

"Butyou dnt want me to haveit." He sighed.