I Shouldn't...

"Gabriel what do you want me to do? Go tell my best friend to get out? Yes he is here with me...And in a week all he has done is cry, He wont eat, he wont sleep he cries. I cant sleep because I hear him crying. I cant put him out like that."

"Tell him to come home..." Gabriel sighed.

Misery paused, looking back at that room.
"Gabriel..." Misery stood up, making his way to Angel's room.
"Ill try."

"Thank you Misery..." Gabriel nodded.

The boy hung up.
Three hours later Misery was at his door, Angel on his back, sobbing into his shoulder.

Gabriel ran to the door, Blaine in his arms.
He frowned when he saw his lover.

Misery smiled at him, moving to pressed a kiss to the babies forehead while Angel wailed louder.

Gabriel handed Blaine to Misery, lifting Angel into his own arms.

Angel squeaked and fought to get away from Gabriel, his wails coming louder.

"Shh.. precious please... shh..." He cooed softly.

Angel shook his head, his face red and puffy, purple spider web markings covering his contorted cheeks; also the rest of his tiny body, he was hyperventilating, his small body deprived of food and overwhelmed with his emotions.
The spider webs were unique things to Angel, when he got this worked up, for this long, they were signs that if he didnt calm down...
His body would shut down.

"Angel.." Gabriel took his face in his hands,pressing a sweet kiss to his lips. "Please. Calm down."

The boy just cried even harder, shaking his head.
Misery sighed softly, his face sad.
"Gabriel...."

"Misery... what..." He didn't know what to do...

Misery took Blaine to his crib, sitting and thinking before he took Angel from the other man, sitting on the couch with him and looking at Gabriel.
"Come here...Come tell him how much you need him and tell him you and Gabriel arent anything and you tell him about touching Blaine."

Gabriel sighed heavily looking at Angel.
"Angell... when I first took you... you were a bitch. Nothing more... and then... I started to love you. Just a little at first and by now... you are fucking everything to me. You and my babies make my world go round. I never thought I would love someone as much as I love you. But I loev you moer than I love myself... I just... I'm not good at this... telling you how I feel but please know I love you more than anything but our babies. So much more than Gabriel.... He's NOTHING compared to you. I dropped Kyndal for you and if you want I will drop Gabriel. I told him I wouldn't a while ago but Angel... I will if you need me too. I was so fucking wrong and... I dont' know why I did it really. I felt like I wanted to have him one last time but... I realized something... he is so... disappointing compared to you. I was expecting sex with him to be amazing like it used to be but... it wasn't, it was so unexciting compared to making LOVE to you... even after all he did trying to make it teh best sex I'd ever have, you know what? It wasn't... my best sex ever is... every single time with you. I think it can never get better but Angel it does. Every single time is better than the last. And i want to keep making love with you until the end of time..." God he hated how corny and cliche he sounded. But it had to be said. "And... I'm sorry I wouldn't let you touch Blaine.... I just... I know I royally fucked up with Cade. I was the worst father in existence to him.... but I want to start over with Blaine. I want to be the great daddy I always wished I had... I wanna play catch with him and love him and... just be a good father to him and always be there for him. When some girl or boy breaks his heart I wanna be there to pick up the pieces... I wanted to baby him and protect him so much he'd never die. And that was ruined before I even had him for a month... I'm... I'm scared to let you touch him because you killed him Angel... I know it was an accident and I'm not calling you a murderer.. I'm just... I'm fucking scared Angel. I'm more scared of him dying again then I've ever been of anything. Please... please understand that Angel... I love him... and I love you... so much..."

Angel stared at Gabriel, he said nothing, he just stared at his husband. The tears, still cascading down his cheeks did not lessen, but that look of pure pain on his face, turned into a look of understanding realization and then just like Angel had so many times before, he gave Gabriel a brilliant smile, his eyes practically in the shape of hearts. The boy threw himself at Gabriel after ten minutes of just sitting there. He pressed himself into his husbands chest, his small body wrapping around the large man. Angel was not sure if he wanted him to drop Gabriel, Angel was not sure what he would do about all the uncertainty this would bring into his life but he knew for the moment that Gabriel loved him...And his babies and that was everything to Angel....Having Gabriel love him...
He felt like his life was what he had always wanted it to be. He had done something no one else could do. He had made Gabriel fall in love with him, so bad he needed him.
"I-I love you Gabriel!!!" Angel cried into his neck, his body racking with the intensity of a grade ten earth quake.

Gabriel held Angel tight to his chest, stroking his hair and giving that wide grin.
"I love you too Angel..."

Angel pulled back pressing their lips together roughly, all the love in the world in that kiss.
No he did not want a divorce, he hadnt wanted on in the first place.
"I-I forgive y-you..."

"Thank you precious... thank you so much." Gabriel held him flush against his chest.

Angel sighed softly, trying to calm himself down.
Misery, who had been watching, just put the now silent, sleeping baby into his crib and left the home.

Gabriel cooed softly to himsoftly.
"I'm so sorry..."

"I-Its okay Gabriel...W-We are okay." He nodded to himself, curling into Gabriel's chest. "And I-I really didnt mean t-to hurt Bl-Blaine..."

"I know you didn't baby.. but you did and I'm sorry but it makes me a little nervous to let you hold him..."

Angel sniffled, trying to forget that...Forget those words.
He was a bad momma all over again.
He just hoped Gabriel would make up for it by being such a good daddy.