Rose Colored Glasses

"Nu-uh! Every other two weeks for you information." Mike smiled and laughed.

Alex laughed, pulling Mike by his waist back into his lap by surprise.

Mike sighed, he was content but he felt sad and hurt a little. He just realized it, today was the anniversary of the day there first child was lost.

"Baby, please tell me. You just made it a thing again." Alex chuckled. "What's on your mind?"

"I did nothing of the sort, I have you know, I make weird faces all the time." Mike pushed his nose up, making a pig face. "Oink."

Alex laughed, kissing Mike once more.
"But you made a sad face." Alex frowned.

"Because I thought about what life would be like if I were Daniel Bryan. I would be suicidal." Mike grinned at the (not funny) joke.

"Oh god, I'd be suicidal too!" Alex exclaimed in mock horror.

"Do you know what today is?" Mike questioned, figuring Alex should know.

Alex thought for a moment.
"I might if you tell me." He said.

"Alex....today, 5 years ago...." Mike paused and licked his lips. "I lost our first child."

"O-oh." Alex gasped. How did he forget that? He'd sort of pushed it out of his mind.

Mike hummed, thinking back to that day. People just couldn't help touching him, raping him. Mike shuddered. He remembered the pain in his belly, he still had some scars.

"Baby, it's okay." Alex cooed. "Just don't think about it. I'll get your mind off of it."

"Its fine Alex, I don't really want to forget it. That was our first baby, it was fucked up and lost but still, it was my baby."

"I know honey, I meant forget about... how you lost it." Alex said, comfortingly stroking Mike's head.

"Cant, cuz that led to the second baby I lost." Mike said simply, he couldnt forget them.

"Baby..." Alex sighed, hugging Mike tight. "It's alright, we have two beautiful babies now."

"I know that Alex, but don't you ever wonder what they would have been like?" Mike asked because he did.

Alex nodded.
"Of course I do sweety. I just try not to most of the time."

"Well, I lost them. I think about them, what they would be like. What they would look like, if they would be like me or you...."

"I know sweety, I know. I do too. It just upsets me." He frowned.

Mike sighed, he had taken Alex's first baby from him because he was being a bitch. Mike wanted to say sorry again,let Alex know that if he could he would die to give him his baby back.

Alex held Mike close.
"It's okay honey, lets just concentrate on having a nice night tonight."

"Okay." Mike gave a small smile, it was small and half hearted but that all he could do right now.