Free Your Mind

Mike looked alarmed.
"Rayner I swear I havent cheated on you." Mike was already close to tears, his voice wavering. "I-I..........I was rapped a few night before me and you......and I ........he just.....I couldnt...." Mike covered hsi face with his hands as the tears fell.

Rayner felt his anger growing, but it wasn't towards Mike. He embraced the smaller man, "What kind of sick fuck would do that"

"W-Well....the policy is -ththat you have to wear a c-condom....he said no and when I-I told him I wasn't letting him f-fuck me without one h-he........he did it anyways...I could st-stop him but I tired, I p=promise I did..."

"I believe you sweetie" He whispered.

"D-Do.....D-Do you want me to g-get rid of it?" Mike asked quietly, he would for Rayner.

"...No...I will look after it as if it were my own" He said giving Mike a kiss.

Mike wiped his eyes.
"Im sorry........this is what you get for loving a whore..."

"You're not a whore. I would of ended up falling in love with you even if I didn't see you at that club"

"Then what do you call it? I got paid to strip for people and then they took me home and fucked me..."

"We have all done things we will regret. You did yours to live. I would be a lier if I said I haven't done something like this" He spoke.

Mike whimpered. He had no right but he didn't like thinking about someone else touching his lover.

Rayner kissed Mikes forehead to soothe him, "Those times are behind us. We have the future to look forward to"

Mike nodded. He hoped so, he was only getting weaker ad weaker. He still needed a new heart.

"When do you plan on having surgery?" He asked

"Well.....did the doctor say he found a heart yet?" Mike inquired.

"I don't know...Hey Doc! Have you found a transplant yet?" He called out.

The doctor shook his head slowly.
"I told you, it takes forever..."
There was a good chance Mike would die before they found one.

Rayner sighed, "Don't worry sweetie, we'll find one"

Mike nodded.
He didn't know if he liked this kid or not. He wanted to have Rayner's baby...not some strangers.

He could sense that Mike was uneasy. So he bent his head down, pulled up Mikes shirt and kissed the area around his stomach.

Mike giggled a bit.,
"Rayner stop itm that tickles." He laughed.

Rayner chuckled as he scrapped his teeth over Mikes belly button.

"R-Rayner!" He squealed, out of breath already. His weak heart did that, made him short of breath and weak.

Rayner gave Mike a childish grin before leaning up and kissing him.

"Your so mean to me." He stuck out his tongue at his lover.