Listen To The Thunder

"YOu are not a slut either baby." Alex sighed. He didn't have much energy to argue at the moment. He was upset.

"Just go to bed."
Mike bit his lip and looked down.
Alex though he was a slut too.............

"I just slept all day. I'm not tired. And you're nto a slut. I'm just upset okay?"

"Okay baby." Mike pulled Alex into his arms again.
"Wanna tell me what is upsetting you so bad?"

"Baby, I think I finally found out why out of all the times you've been touched by other men, Daffy still upsets me the most..." Alex sighed.

"Why? Why does he bother you more?"
Daffy was different from the others... he had loved Daffy.

"Because you wanted it." Alex looked away. "Because you wanted that baby. Because you wanted him. You enjoyed it when he made love to you." Alex clenched his eyes shut.

Mike held Alex's face in his hands and made him look Mike in the eyes.
"I wanted that baby, I wanted him, I loved him and I did enjoy it when he made love to me but...You Alex....Me and, we didnt work an if you wanna know why, because I met you. We cover it up and say its because Daffy was going off to war and we just fell like that but no...I met you and I immediately wanted you, I fell in love with you and I broke it off. I left him because of you....." Mike was telling the truth, his shown in his bright blue eyes.

Alex gave a small smile.
"Okay baby. I know." He kissed his forehead.

"I figured thats why you hated that one most, that and he was my first everything."
But he had never loved anyone like he did Alex.

"Yeah..." Alex still didn't feel completely better but he never would be completely comfortable that Mike was still friends with his first time..

"Alex baby....Im not friend with him,....not like I was and Im not for YOU....I will do anything for YOU and YOU know that." Mike smiled sweetly.

Alex sighed and smiled.
"I do know that honey. I know. But baby, I have a question."

"Im have an answer im sure." Mike cocked his head to the side in wonder. His blue eyes shining with confusion.

"Chris has gotta be getting ancient by now." Alex kissed Mike's cheek. "What if he comes and tries to start shit again?"

"Alex...I will fuck him up. Im warning you, he will not put his hands on you or mt baby boy. I cant control Rick, that is his brother but you and Kevin and Jessie are mine. I will nut up on the son of a bitch."

Alex smiled softly.
"Okay baby." He kissed Mike's forehead. "I don't think Rick's too pleased with him either but he is his brother..."

"He had just better protect my baby....and my grand baby." Mike growled, Alex didn't know that kind of hell he would bring Chris.

"He will." Alex nodded. Of that he was certain.

"Do you think he really loves Kevin more than Sydney?" Mike questioned curiously.

"I don't know. He's really reminding me of myself. We just gotta figure out which one is his Lane and which one is Mike." He smiled softly.

"Who will he go with then? He might love one but the other one takes better care of him and he loves then to." Mike sighed.

"Mikey you know what I meant by that. The Lane will be the one he loves dearly and is a great person. But the Mike will be the one he loves most. The one he not only wants but NEEDS. His soulmate."

Mike grinned stupidly at Alex, his grin crooked and his head tilted slightly.
"Soulmate?"

"Soulmate." Alex nodded and kissed Mike's lips sweetly.