Somewhere With You

"Alright baby." Rick kissed his forehead. "Love you." He whispered as he walked off to get Alex.
"I really don't want to speak with him right now." Alex said softly.
"Alex... please? He's really sorry."
"Fine." Alex walked back to Kevin.

Kevin swallowed hard and patted the bad beside me.
"Daddy...come talk to me."

Alex sighed and sat beside his son.
"Baby...." He frowned.

Kevin shook his head.
"No. Don't call me your baby because neither of us has been acting like that. Momma was right, I was a total bitch, really I was a little cunt and I wanna fix that. I wanna be your baby, not your oldest child who you cannot get along with."

"But you were right Kevin... I was hoping I heard you wrong the first time... I didn't think you'd do that to me. I thought we WERE fixing things between us." He sighed.

"Normally I wouldn't, no....I love you daddy, im...I....that wasn't me exactly. It just wasn't, I would not hurt you like that but it slipped out and I dont know why. I am just..."
Kevin frowned and took his fathers hand.
"Im just protective if my momma and you have hurt him so much....But I love you and momma does too. You took care of me and you should have knocked the hell out of me for that..."

"I can't hurt you baby. I do love you..." He sighed. "I love you so much. You are my baby."

Kevin gave a small smile.
"Im trying to forgive you for everything. Everything you did to momma is all that im acting on. Im not doing this for anything you have said to me. It for momma because momma....momma is so happy your here he wont dare say anything about it."
Kevin's eyes were not on Alex though. He was not acting on them but he would NEVER forget his father telling his to shut his dirty cock sucking mouth or telling him he was happy he was never born.

"Kevin baby... I'm so sorry. I'm the worst father and husband..." He sighed, running a hand through his hair.

Kevin shook his head.
"You have made mistake....everyone does. I shouldn't have been so cruel. I dont mean to and im going to stop. You are a good husband daddy, you really are. Momma was close to hitting me for what said to you."

"HE should hit me... hell I should lay down and let everyone fucking beat on me. I deserve it. You, Mike, Lane, hell even Daffy and Chris can join in." He sighed.

Kevin shook his head furiously.
"No. Over my and momma's dead body." He smirked.

Alex sighed and smiled, hugging his son gently.
"I love you baby. And I promise things are gonna be different now."

"Okay daddy...." Kevin struggled st sit up but he couldnt, he fell back onto the bed with a hiss.

"Baby maybe you should just lay down for now." Alex frowned, rubbing Kevin's back.

"I know....I just....I wanna be close to you right now. I wanna be good to you because lately i've been a little shit. And you have been so good, you were taking care of me while I was out and you looked out for Rick and my baby and my momma..."

"Yes I did. But I did it because I love you. Not because I expected you to forgive me for how awful I've been to you."

"Daddy you are not awful to me. I love you and you have really been good to me im just....I need to get over it." Kevin sighed.

"No baby, If I were you... I would HATE me... I'm so sorry baby." He sighed.

"Daddy. All you did was say some things and hit me one time. I can take it im just being a brat." Kevin tugged his father's arm.

"I said the worst things a father could say to their son." He sighed.

"No. Not all sons were molested or never born." Kevin sighed and once again tugged on his fathers hand.

"Well still baby, I'm sorry." He sighed and squeezed his son's hand.

Kevin tugged his hand again, his eyes boring into Alex's.

"What baby?" Alex sighed. "Why are you pulling me?" He looked back into his son's beautiful eyes that reflected his mothers.