Undesired

"Mom.....Why did you do that without even asking him? You and He and Me and We and The baby......." He didnt know what to say.

Dustin fidgeted as Mike came to the door. Mike pulled him in with a frown.
"Dustin?"
"H-He switched doctore b-behind my back M-Mikey...."
"Dustin?"
Dustin buried his face in Mike's chest and let out a heart breaking sob. Mike hugged him with wide eyes, letting Dusting pull him to the floor as he cried.
Mike gave Alex a wide eyed look over his shoulder.

"Baby I'm sorry. I didn't think it would bother you much... I know this guy is a professional and I'm scared of letting Mike do it. He isn't. I thought Dustin would want me to feel safe. Guess not."

Alex simply blinked as he stared. He didn't know what to make of it.

"Mom, its not that. Daddy wants you to feel safe but he doesnt. He is scared of having another child hurt like me and he knew Mike would take care of it, Momma always takes care of it and you went BEHIND HIS BACK. Its his baby too and then you told him he had no fucking say in it? That like him telling you, you have no say in me or momma taking me away and telling you their was nothing you could do about it....."

Mike swallowed hard as the tears wet the front of his night shirt.
"Dustin...it'll be okay, im sure whoever this guy is, he is a professional."
"No! I want you to do it! I know I can t-trust you!" He sobbed. 'H-He told me I-I had no say in it b-because if was his b-body! H-HE IS GOING TO GET ANOTHER ONE OF MY BABIES FUCKED UP!" Dustin wailed.
Mike shushed him before he woke Rick Jr up.
He stared at Alex with surprise.

"The baby can't die... I... Mike has never done this before. It scares me. I don't want to be his first time trying to deliver a big baby. I'm fucking scared. And just cause Dustin trusts Mike... I don't. Completely. I mean I don't think he'd do anything but he never liked me I said some mean shit to him... wh-what if he'd purposely fuck something up with me? I just, I don't think he would but I don't know!" Chris sobbed

Dewayne pushed his mom back and looked into his eyes.
"Hey now, He might be pissed but....Thats my baby brother, daddys baby,.....Momma is not the spitful, not mean enough to hurt an innocent baby! Mom your wrong on this, the doctor, okay but my mother would not do that to you and It might be YOUR BODY but thats his baby too......Mom..." Dewayne pulled him to his chest as Mike stood and walke to Alex.
"B-Baby can he sleep on the coucn until tomorrow? He will be gone then but please.....He and Chris just had it out about the baby...just for tonight...." Mike pleaded with his lover.

"Baby I'm just scared and jealous and whiny and emotional and I don't even know. And I... I know the baby will be delivered fine,... I just don't see why Dustin doesn't trust that...." Chris sniffled.

Alex nodded.
"It's fine Mike." He turned to Dustin. "Was Chris at the house when you left?" He asked.

Dewayne sighed.
"Mom, he didnt tell him, you went behind his back, he dont know this man but he knew Mike and he knows momma is good....

Dustin nodded as Mike pulled him up and sat him on the couch. Mike looked up as Dustin wrapped his arms around Mikes waist and cried into his stomach.
"I got him and you get Chris?"

"I just... I don't trust Mike. It is OUR baby but that means I get a say too. I didn't want Mike to do it...."

"I guess. I might go over there... I was just going to warn Dustin. Chris has a tendency to run from his problems... he might not be there when you go back."

"Mom....Its the same wth him and this new man, atleast you could have talked about it, but you told him you decided and he had no choice."

"I-I think D-Dewayne h-has him st-stationed." He swallowed hard.
Mike sighed and reached for Alex.
"Come sit with me, If I dont get sleep you don't."

"I'm sorry... I just thought he was upset with me for yesterday... I wasn't thinking I was just upset...."

Alex sighed and sat down with Mike.
"He is also incapable of holding a grude. I don't know about you but if your willing to forgive him he'll be there."

"Mom, daddy can't hold a grudge at you for a small argument but this, Im scared he wont come home now. You couldn't have told me s I could have talked you down? I don't want this...."

Dustin whimpered. Mike moved so he could lean on Alex's chest while Dustin sobbed his heart out. Mike gave Alex a worried look before whispering in his ear. "He hasn't cried this bad since Dewayne died. Chris has really done some damage." He cursed as he heard Rick Jr crying. He gently moved Dustin and got up, slipping into Rick and Kevin's room for the first time in five months. Sure he had come by and just watched them sleep but hadn't gone it....Hadn't held his grand baby....

"I d-don't want it either. I'm s-sorry." Chris hiccupped.

Alex sighed and tentatively moved over to comfort Dustin.
"Hey, it'll be alright. What's got ya so upset now? I might be able to give some insight. Might help."

"Oh Mom....What are we going to do without daddy here?"
Who would cuddle Chris until he felt better?
Who would kiss him and the bump goodnight and goodmorning?
Who would hold them at bed time?
Who would make Chris smile when he was upset?
..........Only Daddy could.

Dustin sniffled, he had never cried infront of Alex even though he had held Alex while he cried a good few times. "W-Well we had an argument the other day about M-Mike. Chris said he was a good doctor if he didnt flirt with a-all his patients and it bothered me because M-Mike was not flirting with me, he loves you too much to do that and M-Mike was who I trusted with the b-baby so I went home and he didnt. Dewayne went to get him and n-neither on them came back so I went ang got em and b-brought them to b-bed. Wh-When I got up Chris was g-gone so I did o-one of those romantic m-movie type things, got all d-dressed up...." He was still wearing the suit. "Made a big nice meal for u-us you know, the works." He paused to try and catch his breath, giving another sob and hiccuping before going on. "Wh-When he got home II met him at the door, gave him a k-kiss and then sat him down to the t-table. He busted o-off and told me he had went out and g-gotten a new doctor without telling me, b-behind my b-back. Th-That was the first th-thing but I tried to shrug it off and just tell him no. I never met the guy, b-but I knew Mike would take care of it so I-I wanted him and he argued about it. H-He told me how this guy was s-so much better than Mike and I myself h-haven't seen any better than him. S-So when I continued to fight he told me i-it was his body and he could d-do what he wanted so I-I left." Dustin sobbed. "I-Its my baby too and he f-fucking told me I have no ch-choice in the matter. What if M-Mike ever told you that? Told you that you had no say in whgat he did with one of y-your babies? H-He always let me have a say when he were having D-Dewayne. I-I don't want another d-doctor...Wh-What if he fucks up? He will fuck my baby a-and C-Chris up......" He finally latched himself onto Alex and sobbed.

Chris let out a heart breaking sob as he cried harder.
"I don't know!"
He couldn't be alone again... not with a baby to raise. He couldn't be a single mother....

Alex sighed and rubbed Dustin's back.
"Well hell, I know this doesn't make it better but he's got jealousy issues like that. He's worse than me at times like this. Hell, I was jealous of you two too and I'm positive that you two are a thing of the past.
Second, he's always been like that. If he don't have some sort of degree or certificate or diploma to look at he won't let teh person do the job. I don't know why but he freaks. Once he broke his ankle, my momma offered to fix it and take care of him. She knew what she was doing but he refused until we took him to the hospital. And I can tell he was terrified of letting Mike operate on him. I trust my Mikey, he knows what he's doing. but he isnt a professional which is what Chris needs." Alex said, rubbing Dustin's back still.

Dewayne let a few tears fall.
"I-Is this really worth losing daddy?"

Dustin sniffled.
"M-Me And Mike are fucking over, He loves you and I-I love Chris. I don't give a fuck about degrees and what not! Mike fucking has those too! He is fucking qualified! Alex he told me I had n-no fucking say in MY BABY! He went b-behind my back!"

"NO!" Chris sobbed harder, putting his head down on the table.

"Dustin, I know. But you and Chris really gotta talk about this. Mike and I can't explain to you why he went and did that. He can. "

Dewayne looked at him.
"T-Then why? D-Daddy is gone....he...He fucking left us...."
He prayed only for the night.

Dustin shook his head.
"Im not fucking talking to him right now! He does not get the satifaction of seeing me cry damnit. You shouldnt either but I-I can't help it right now."

"Y-you think he's not coming back?" Chris looked up at him like a kicked puppy.

"ITs fine Dustin. Normally I'd make fun of you but this is serious and I ain't a complete ass." Alex paused. "You are going back to him eventually right? You two have to fix things..."

"I-I.....I have never seen him so u-upset....brought to tears s-so fast...Not even when he and momma broke up."

"I-I don't know if I can....I dont k-know if I can f-face him again like this. I-Im not one to run away from my problems but I just....'

Chris only sobbed harder, covering his face as his lithe chest wrackde with sobs.
Great. He'd be alone...

"Dustin I know I shouldn't be messing in your business but please, at least try to go back. Talk things out. Not necessarily right now but soon. YOu can't leave him alone to raise that baby..." Alex sighed, kissing the top of Dustin's head as he rubbed his shoulders comfortingly.

"M-Mom......"
What if his father didnt come back? What if they were alone?
"Wh-Why?"

Dustin sniffled, giving a small nod.
"Th-Thank you A-Alex. I-I know you don't like me m-much but th-thank you." Dustin held onto him.
Mike came down the stairs with Rick Jr in his arms...For the first time in five months.

"Wh-why what? Why'd I d-do it? I've tried explaining b-baby..." Chris cried.

"Hey, I guess I'm getting used to ya. I don't completely hate you." He smiled softly. "I mean I don't like how close you and Mike are but that's just how I am. I'm sorry." He did his best to soothe Dustin.

"What did I-It seem worth hurting d-daddy over? W-Why was it worth making him l-leave...."

"A-Alex, I-I don't expect you to like me or anything or e-even be nice to me. B-But I-I do respect that you and Mike a-are together. I-I made a mistake the f-first time and I-Im sorry. B-But now I have C-Chris.....H-Had Chris and I-I don't want himm anymore. S-Sure I love him, I have knowing him my whole life b-but we are OVER and d-done. Mike wouldnt ever c-cheat on you and I-I am not t-trying to fucking anything up. I-I just had to g-go and M-Mike was all I had to turn to....."

"Dewayne, p-please... d-don't.... I d-didn't know it would u-upset him so m-much..."

"I know that, I'm just me. I'll always glare at anyone who touches Mike, hell anyone who talks to Mike makes me keep an eye out on him. It's not against you personally. I know you two are over. You love Chris... at least you better." He gave a small smile.

Dewayne held his mom tightly.
"Shhhh Im not trying to upset you mom im just....I just got a whole family and he...."

Dustin wiped his eyes, hicupping.
"I-I do, I love him so fucking fuck it scares me. I-I just...I can't be around him r-right now. I-I haven't hurt so much s-since Dewayne d-died."