Undesired

"Dustin," Alex sighed. "Thank you. But I'm just gonna be an ass if I go back in there. I just... you need help right now. Don't worry about me."

'Alex, as long as im not thinking about it right now ill live. I dont wanna think about it so just let me help you. Ill go beat Higgy's ass, ill go further piss off the scorpian if I need to ill get on Kevin's ass."

"You're stubborn. No wonder Rick said you were a bull." Alex sighed with a small smirk.

"Yeah but I dunno if he got Kev right, he is one of those snapper turtles. Mother fucker is mean as hell when he wants to be. He has yelled at me before. Coarse he was maybe nine. I took him over my knee and I whiped his ass."

"I hit him once but cause he called Mike a whore... I felt bad but he really had that coming... called me a slut and my mikey a whore. I just, I really am trying with the damn Lane thing. Im over him and no one seems to give a flying fuck."

"Hey Alex, I can see your trying and I respect the hell out of you for it. Mike is just fucking proud everynight when he gets into bed your with him and not thinknig of Lane. Sure Kevin said that but....ALex he is like you, you dont think when your pissed. You told him you were glad he was never born and he is still on the Lane thing. Biddy is funny as hell, I was talking to him and he was just....He understood you better then anyone. We know your trying Alex."

Alex sighed.
"I guess, just... I'm sorry. I probably deserve this."

"No, not from everyone else. Just you and Mike. Mike is the one who has the ground to say this shit but....he loves you too much to say that to you, he doesnt even like yelling at you but sometimes if he dont feel good or if he is really upset, bordering on pure out pissed he will but he has never hit you, he just beat the fuck outta Lane."

"He should yell at me for it..." Alex sighed and hugged Dustin. "Thank you. Now, back to me comforting you." He smiled softly and threw an arm around his shoulder.

"Alex, you know he wont yell at you anymore for it. He don't even wanna think about it. He might yell but not about Lane unless something about Lane set him off. And..." He chuckled at Alex. "I don't like crying so lets not go their again. I just stopped.

"Well then why don't I see if Chris has stopped. The walk will give me my needed alone time. And hopefully it will bring us one step clsoer to fixing you two." He smirked.

"Whatever you want Alex. Imma go see if I can't fix things at your house. The scorpian dont wanna sting the bull." He winked.

Alex chuckled.
"Those two were dead on. Rick has a talent." He laughed. "Well I'm gonna go check on him now. You take care of my scorpion, turtle and panda." He grinned before walking off to their house.

Dustin went back to the house. Kevin was ignoring Rick. Mike had an icepack also ignoring Rick and Biddy and Higgy were not their.

"Alright Dustin. Will you please talk to me?" Rick whined. "I feel like I do not exist. I don't even know why he won't speak to me." He pointed at Kevin.

Dustin chuckled.
"Maybe because you know what its like to love two people so fucking much like Alex." Kevin glared at him, grinding his teeth as Mike groaned and curled up.

"Oh. That. Fuck, Kevin, I don't anymore. I DID. Past tense. I know it's hard and he's doing really well. Baby, I'm sorry." Rick sighed, walking over to Kevin.

"Im not being a baby about it. Don't coddle me, your only crippling me more."
He didnt wanna be like momma, without daddy momma was just.....He wasnt momma anymore.

"Honey, I promise you. I don't love her any more. I care for her but I'm not in love with her like I was. Baby, what I meant was right after we made love. Those few months when I was back with her. I couldn't get you off my mind. But I still had feelings for her. It's so hard. You'll never know."

Kevin sighed and nodded.
"Okay baby. Thank you..."
Dustin gave Rick a sypathetic smile.
Kevin wouldnt be like Mike, he didnt wanna be the sensitive.

"I love you and ONLY YOU. Anyone who says otherwise is a dirty liar." Rick kissed him softly.

Kevin smiled into the kiss, his hand softly caressing Rick's cheek.
Dustin sat beside Mike, the smaller man leaning his head on Dustin's shoulder.

Alex made his way to the house.
"Yo mommy! You have five seconds to open the door or I braek it down!" He called.
Chris groaned. Dewayne was sleeping.
"Alex I'm not in the mood to talk bout this! I feel sick."
"Then lemme in so I can help!"
"I hate you." Chris muttered as he waddled to the door.
"Love you too." Alex winked as the door was swung open.
Chris's eyes were bloodshot, his cheeks tearstreaked.
"Aw Chris, don't make me comfort you. I've been comforting your boy toy for the past few hours."
"You've been comorting him? He never cries. HES the one who left me all a-fucking-lone." Chris whimpered. "I only have my baby and he's sleepin on me."
"Aww damn, I've never seen you whimper." Alex sighed and hugged Chris tightly. "But yeah, he was bawling. Just stopped."
"HE LEFT ME!" Chris wailed, starting to sob uncontrollably.
"Chris... shhh, It's fine. He's just upset hun... I'm here." Alex rubbed his hair.
"NO! WHY'D YOU LEAVE?! YOU LEFT THEM ALONE! THEY CAN JUST FUCK NOW LIKE THEY WANT TO!" Chris sobbed harder, falling to the ground, dragging Alex with him. THey were still in the doorway.
"Chris, Chris honey, calm down." Alex cooed. "THey're not going to fuck."
"HOW DO YOU FUCKING KNOW!? DUSTIN DOESN'T FUCKING WANT ME ANYMORE!"
"Chris honey, he does. Trust me he does."
"NO! IF HE DID HE'D BE HERE! I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE! HE CAN'T LEAVE WITH OUR BABY!"
"Chris darlin, please, please calm down." Alex begged, cooing softly, trying to calm him.
"NO!!" He screamed, punching Alex's chest weakly.
"Baby, don't make me take you over there."
"DONT! I DONT WANT TO SEE DUSTIN FUCKING HIM!"
"Hun, he isn't Trust me."
"HE IS TOO!"
"Aright we're goin over." Alex walked inside, scribble a note for Dewayne and scooped Chris up and threw him over his shoulder, walking back to the houst.
"NO PUT ME THE FUCK DOWN RILEY! LET GO!" Chris gave a high pitched scream as he pounded his fists against Alex's back.
Alex kicked the door.
"Someone open it before he falls and hurts himself!"

Dustin cursed, looking up at the door curiously as Mike mumbled somthing about wanting Alex and resting his head on Dustin's chest. Kevin wheeled himself to the door so Dusitn wouldn't wake his momma. By now Biddy had come down and was pestering Dustin about a tattoo when Kevin opened the door.
"Daddy Shhhh, momma is sleeping! Rick Jr is sleeping!" Dustin tried to look but Biddy was in the way.

"Then give me some duct tape." Alex snapped. He walked past with Chris still over his shoulder. His bawling had not stopped. He grabbed a roll of duct tape, sat Chris down and slapped a piece over Chris's mouth. Chris glared and only cried harder when he saw Dustin. He tried to run. Alex grabbed him by the waist and sat him down in a chair, duct taping him in place. Chris screamed something but it was muffled by the tape.