Just A Number..

Kevin sighed.
"Child I don't see whats so awkward for you. Not like im much older, or didnt do the same thing. Im warning you, you tell him no."

"I know momma you're just my mom..." He smiled sheepishly. "I will. But momma, you're making it sound like you regret your first time with daddy?"

"Oh no baby, I love it, it was one of if not the best night I ever spent. But....he got me pregnant and I.....It just seems like....."
It seemed like Rick was only with him because he had gotten Kevin pregnant.

"You didn't want to be pregnant?" Zac asked curiously, confused.

"Baby....I think he only got with me because I was pregnant. I know Quincy, he is the kind of man who wont feel obligated to be with you if he gets you prgnant. He will care for the baby he wont be with you if he dont wanna be. But I think your daddy was just with me because I was the momma of his kid..."

"Oh! Momma no... No, that ain't how daddy works. He wouldn't do that..." Zac shook his head with a frown.

"Baby....I just don't see why he would leave Sydney for me any other way. Sydney is pretty, she is a girl.....She is healthy, she is apparently sweet. Everyone one loves her. He was so happy with her. He wouldn't of had to kill himself if he would have stayed with her. But no he knocked me up and I hate to think he regrets it...."

"I know he doesn't momma. And there are plenty of reasons you are better than Sydney. And no, I don't love her..."

"You would if you got to know her. Once she told you about how hard her life was and she just couldn't handle another kid, and then starts to cry, you'll be cuddling her."

"Fuck no I won't, I'll tell her to shove the excuses up her ass and tell her how hard my life i- oh WAIT, I didn't have one." He smirked

Kevin sighed and hung his head. He hated thinging about how Zac never for to live about how that heartless bitch stole his life from him.

"I love you momma. I really do and I promise I will never love that whore like I love you." He hugged his mother.

"I know baby, I know....Why would you? Not like she is your mother or anything like me." He nuzzled his babies neck.

Zac smiled.
"Yeah you're right... I don't know what I was thinking."

"You weren't." Kevin grinned at him, his eyes nervous as he knocked on the door to there home.

Rick immediately opened the door, sighing of relief and pulling both of his babies into a hug.

"H-Hey Rick." Kevin hugged him. He gently pushed Zac into the house before rolling after him.

"Baby where were you? Me and momma have been going crazy..."

"We went to a friends house. I fell asleep and Zac didnt know we had to be home so soon." Kevin hated lying to his fiance but this was something he COULD lie about. For his baby.

Rick sighed but held Kevin tightly.
"Baby are you okay? I'm so sorry..." He was still upset about last night but he felt awful...

"Im fine Rick." Kevin kissed his cheek and rolled past him. His mother was quick about going and getting some juice and making him drink it. Kevin had a kind od diabetes, he had to eat so much sugar every day. It was why he had so many problems while having Rick Jr.

Zac quietly jogged up to his room after kissing his mother's cheek.

Rick stayed beside Kevin, hugging him from behind

Kevin leaned back and rested a hand ontop of Rick's arms.
"Momma I don't want anything..."
"Either juice or candy. You need one."

"Eat somethin honey." Rick cooed softly.

Kevin sighed, his belly hurt, his had a bruise going across his from the tub.
"I don't want anything...."