Undesired

"Okay..."
Mike looked at his son.
"Biddy come watch the flood for a minute please...."
Biddy bounced over. "Yes sir." He kissed his mother's forehead before grinning widely at Alex. "Hey daddy." He pecked Alex's cheek.

"Hey Biddy bird." Alex grinned and kissed the top of his son's head before following Mike. They passed Rick on the way to their bedroom. Alex grabbed his arm and pulled him along.

Mike sat down and looked at him.
"What is it baby?"

Rick plopped down beside Mike and Alex sat beside them both.
"Well I was talking to the therapist and we talked about like everything. What's worrying me is Biddy.. He said it wasn't okay for him to never cry like he does. He'd keep it bottled up inside and eventaully end up committing suicide or something... He said someone has to hurt him. Not physically, emotionally. Hurt him so bad that he'll cry and let it all out. Just one time... he said it ain't guarenteed to work but there's a good chance it will."

Mike stared.
"So....You want me to make my baby cry and it not be guaranteed to work? Alex if he is not a sobbed mess 24/7 because of Higgy we will have to hurt him bad...."

"I know... I don't think I can get to him like that..." He turned to Rick.
"What? Why you looking at me?" Rick raised an eyebrow.
"You and him are closer than me and him."
"Exactly... I don't wanna hurt him..."
"But you can. He's told me some things. You can get to him."
"But..."
"Well if you wanted to, could you?"
"I...I think so..." Rick nodded.

Mike blinked.
"A-Are we seriously doing this?"
Where they really going to hurt Biddy that bad.

"Hey, he brought it up." Rick said defensively.
"Mikey... do you want him to get so bad that he'll try and kill himself again?"

"What if it works....He will be so hurt....do you really wanna do that to him?" Mike looked between the two of them.

"OF course I don't want to baby... but what if it helps him?" Alex sighed.
Rick looked at them both.
"Well if you two decide it's best for him... I won't like it. I'll feel awful but I'll try."

"He might cry but.....He....."
Biddy might not want anything to do with them...

Rick sighed and looked at Mike.
"Mike... I really really care about him. So much. But, if this can help him in the long run, I'd rather him be better and hate me then keep loving me but being a mess inside."

Mike looked away.
If it made him cry....
It would only mess him up worse.

"Mike baby talk to me." Alex said softly. "I want your approval before Rick or I do something... you, aren't capable of hurting someone you love... I obviously am and I think Rick could..."

"Go ahead but.....Oh God, you guys do this, but I dont recommend it." Mike sighed, he wouldnt open his mouth, maybe it was good for him...

"Then we won't." Alex sighed. "I was just taking Kindel's advice baby..."

"Alex if it well help him than go ahead..."
He pushed the thought of making it worse away.

"Mikey you know him better than we do... maybe we should listen to you."

"I just dont want it to make it worse. Higgy fucks him up, he falls back on Rick and you. You make him cry, yes he lets it out but at what cost?"

"Well if only one of us does it, he'll still have the other. Plus you, and Kev..."

"Okay...."
But Rick was the only one he ever went to, he didnt open up to Mike or Kevin or Alex alot, it was Rick.

And Rick knew thiss.. he loved his brother in law with all his heart...
He didn't want to hurt him.
"Well... Alex can you do it?" Rick asked hopefully.
"Honey... for some reason he comes to you more than anyone. I think he'd just get pissed at me.."
Rick sighed but nodded.

Mike nodded.
"Alex he is a smartass when he wants to be, he would say something that hurt you, you would hit him and I bet he would hit you back.

"So..." Rick sighed and looked between his parents. "I'm the only one...?"

"Well yeah...He doest not run to me or Alex or Kevin, he wont talk to us....He talks to you...."
But he didnt seek it, it was offered....Rick loved him enough to offer it.