Undesired

"Oh honey...." Rick frowned deeply, kissing Biddy's temple.

Biddy didn't do anything, he was numb as Mike took down statistics to show him what exactly killed his child.

Rick was almost in tears and the kid wasn't even his... He stroked Biddy's hair as he looked at the statistics.

Mike looked up at him with a sigh.
"Im not even going to tell you the statistics Rick....You don't need to know."
50% was Higgy beating him....
50% was the stress Biddy got when Rick made him cry...
It was there fault.

"Mike... show me, please." Rick frowned, suddenly gettting worried.

Mike sighed.
"Don't say I didn't warn you."
He showed him the paper.
"Half is Higgy.....Other half is you."

Rick swallowed hard.
"I...I killed his baby...."

"You and Higgy both killed his baby." Mike put it to him straight. Biddy sighed, holding Rick's hand.
"Oh well....'

"Biddy bird... I... I'm so sorry." He was a heartless, baby murdering asshole..

"Its done and over with. Can't change it so might as well not harp over it." He smiled as he sat up.

Rick was so glad to see that smile again... he hugged Biddy tightly.
"Anything you want, I'll do Biddy."

"Well right now I want to go puke and that does not concern you." He waved him off as he limped to the bathroom. Mike took Rick's hand.
"Imma beat Alex's ass for you, its his fault to."

"I'm so sorry Mike... I..." He was a fucking murderer. He frowned before chasing after Biddy and kneeling beside him, rubbing his back.

Mike made his way to his and Alex's room, laying down beside Alex and pulling him into his arms. Biddy pouted at him. "G'way!"

"No I love you and its my job to sit here while you puke. Rub your back, coo in your ear, hold your hair behind your head..."

"I-Is he okay...?" Alex asked nervously. He felt awful but not as bad as Rick did..

"Im telling you when Kevin gets pissed and leaves us both...."
He didn't finish as he had to gag again.

"No sweetheart he is not okay.....Did you know he was pregnant?" Mike sighed as he ran his fingers through Alex's hair.

"Biddy, I love him so much. But I need to take care of you right now. I'm sure he'll understand. It's okay..."Rick cooed as he rubbed Biddy's back soothingly.

"H-he WAS?" Alex asked softly.

Kevin listened to them, his heart aching as hurt tears welled up in his eyes. He wiped them away as he continued playing with Jr. Biddy coughed, smiling at him. "Thank you Rick"

"Yes baby....He lost it. He was almost six weeks...."

"You're welcome sweetness..." Rick cooed in his ear, hugging him lightly around the waist.

Alex looked up at Mike.
"Higgy....."

Biddy leaned back against Rick with a smile.
"I don't feel good." He pouted lightly.

"Higgy....and Rick.....Rick hurt him so bad, caused him to feel he had lost everything, his family....you...me....Kevin....He just lost it all and the stress it caused...He couldnt take that and then Higgy beating him. No way the child made it. But he says its okay...He is starting to try and smile again but they are forced."

"Aww poor baby.." Rick kissed his nose. "Well what can I do to make you feel better babe?"

"I...my fault..." Alex sighed. He was the real killer, Rick was simply the murder weapon...

"Oh wow, im not used to the special treatment..."
Higgy used to do it sometimes....

"I don't know....Just wasn't meant to be I guess. He is not blaming you or Rick or even Higgy." Mike kissed his cheek.

"Well better get used to it. You're gonna get it a lot now. So, what do you want me to do?" Rick smiled.

"I... still my fault...." Alex shook his head.

"I don't know....Im not used to having anyone comforting me so im not sure what I want.." He retched again.

Mike sighed and simply held Alex tighter.

Rick gently moved behind him so he was straddling his waist from behind and began massaging his shoulders gently, lips resting on his neck.