Undesired

Biddy nodded, taking a deep breath and giving one of his famous grins.
"C-C....." He stopped, shaking his head. "I wanna go home."

"To your home or OUR home?" Rick sighed, stroking his back.

'I wanna go to my home and get my things....Then I wanna go to our home and play with my nephew." He smiled.

Rick grinned.
"Alright babe, I'll tell Kev and come with you." He smiled as he told Kevin they were going to get Biddy's things.

Biddy stepped into his house...
It was clean...everything in house except some papers on the table...And Higgy leaning against the wall.
"When were you going to tell me?"
Biddy paused, he was confused until he noticed what the papers were.
"I....I dont know...."
"Where you EVER going to tell me?"
He shrugged as Higgy threw the papers at him....papers that showed a pregnancy test and a few pictures of a baby that was long gone....

Rick gasped as he noticed what the papers were.
"Biddy you are... or... you WERE?" His eyes narrowed.
Higgy had killed a fucking child. He was going to lose it.

Biddy sighed, looking away.
"Momma said I lost it last night....."
Rick stressed him out so much and then Higgy....
No way it survived...

Rick's hands balled into fists.
"Oh Biddy...." He pulled Biddy into a hug. "Motherfucker." He shook his head as he literally turned red, shaking with anger.

"Rick don't.......Just don't please....I dont need any more stress...."
It was one reason he lost it....
He just wanted to go home...

Rick drug a hand across his face.
"He... He fucking killed a child because of his fucking temper...." Rick snarled. "He kicked your ass... you are MINE now. I..." He wanted to kick his ass so bad...

"Rick its not all his fault and its not all mine and its not all yours. Its ours...."
He shook his head.
"Leave it..."

"It is not at all your fault Biddy. You couldn't stop him.... It's partly my fault for which I'm so so so sorry. But ninety five percent of it is the asshole's fault..." He growled, trying to calm himself.

"Rick, Its my fault for not stopping it. You go talk to my momma is you wanna know what killed it...." He turned away.
He was heartbroken.

"Biddy bird let's just go home before I can't hold back anymore." He sighed and pulled Biddy into his arms.
"Have a nice life ass." He muttered at Higgy as he carried Biddy out the door. He paused before kissing his lips softly and carrying him the rest of the way home.

Higgy stared with a sigh, shrugging it off. Biddy shook his head, he would get his things later.

"Biddy... I'll go back and get your things in a bit." He sighed softly as he cradled Biddy to his chest.

"Ill do it Rick, just leave it for right now please." Biddy sighed and nuzzled Rick's chest.
"My baby's gone...."

"Oh Biddy..." Rick frowned,placing a hand on his stomach. "Maybe you can play with Jr a bit, might cheer you up.."

"Yeah, thats an idea! I just lost my baby so I should go play with yours and eat my heart out because I can't have mine." Biddy snapped, shaking his head. "Im sorry...."

"Honey you know Jr is like yours." Rick sighed and hugged Biddy tightly. "I was just thinking it might cheer you up a bit... you always love playin with Jr..."

"I do, I love Jr but he is not mine and Kevin would throw a fucking fit if he heard you say that. He prides himself on being the mother of your children. He is letting me intrude on you guys but he wont have me being mommy to Jr or Zac. And usually that baby does cheer me up.....But not right now Rick..." He shook his head, forcing himself to smile at Rick.

"I know he isn't yours but your uncle Biddy. Jr absolutely loves you and I think you're growing on Zac too." He smiled softly.

Biddy sighed as they got into the house. Mike was waiting on him. He was supposed to do an ultra sound to make sure the baby REALLY was gone.

Rick carried him in to Mike and laid him down on the bed, taking his seat beside him once again.

Biddy watched his mother examine his belly, on the monitor it showed that he was empty, his baby was gone.