Undesired

"Yeah...We have a chain going like that." He gave a smile before quieting down and glancing up at his nothing, stepping into the room, taking a look around and then walking off, his jaw a dark black and blue colored, he had wired it already, trying to fix it.

Alex took Rick to bed before following his husband.

Mike laid down and lifted his shirt, tracing his tattoo lightly with a small smile.

Alex smiled at it.
"Baby, you alright?" He asked softly.

"Im fine Alex..."
He was okay...Just tired and his jaw hurt...

"Don't lie to me bo-baby...." Alex sighed, lying beside him.

Mike looked up at him with a sigh, not even commenting, he was used to it....
Lane this and Lane that....
Fuck Boo....
God Damnit

"Honey that isn't what that was about. Rick's been calling Kev that lately and..." Alex sighed and hugged him tight. "I love YOU."

"I love you too Alex....And its fine, your here with me....Im not worried about it..."
But he was, he always would be.
His words had a slur to them...

Alex frowned as he took Mike's jaw gently in his hands, examining it.

Mike gave a hiss, gently pulling away.
He was beyond saying anything about it...But why was he always the one to get hit? Higgy was the only one to his Biddy, he got it from Alex and Rick and Kevin...And Dustin and Quincy...

"BAby I'm sorry... I love you..." Alex sighed softly

"Oh sweetheart its okay, Im fine really...Its not that bad." He tried to smile with his jaw wired.

"Honey... we were talking. You're worrying us lately..."

Mike frowned,.
"What am I doing?"
Oh fuck what has be done now...?

"You just.... don't cry anymore... at all. Ever. It isn't healthy." Alex said

Mike shrugged.
"I dont need to, im not upset...." He looked away.

"Mikey, don't lie to me... I'm not trying to make you feel like a baby but my Mikey wasn't afraid to cry... I miss my Mikey... you just aren't the same anymore... aren't the same since..." Since the day Alex told Lane he loved him more.

"Alex, you got tired of your Mikey and his constant bawling. I know im not the same anymore. And I know when it changed..." He shook his head, he refused to cry....He fucking refused to cry. It had been....so long and he only cried when something really fucked with his head and he tried to do it where no one knew and really....
No one realized...
No one cared enough to stop and see him....

"Mikey baby please... I want my old Mikey back..." He sighed softly.

"Alex...I....I dont know how to get him back. I have tried but when I do it just....I can't..."
It brings him back to before Lane took Alex and then why he was not good enough...Why Lane was better? Mike woke before everyone else, he spent the day cooking and cleaning for his family, he did whatever he could for Alex and he was most of the time, the last to go to bed...

"Baby what can I do? What can I do to help get my mikey back...?"

"I don't know. I....I dont know if you can get him back Alex..."
Mike was too far gone....

Alex sighed softly.
"I don't like this Mike who thinks I hate him... who thinks I don't love him anymore.."

Mike gave a small shrug.
He knew Alex didnt even Like him anymore...