Re: Just A Number..

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:16 am

Zac rocked back and forth, sobbing hard.
"Make it shut the fuck up!" He screamed, covering his ears. "GREAT! I'm insane!"

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:17 am

Quincy sighed and just held Zac close, rocking him in his arms.
He would protect Zac...
No matter what.

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:19 am

Zac absolutely hated himself....
"And you wonder why I cut...." He muttered, burying his head in Quincy's chest.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:22 am

Quincy pushed him pack and lightly popped him in the cheek. It was no where near enough to hurt him, it was only meant to get his attention.
"Zac. No cutting god damnit, no talking about it, NO! YOUR TO FUCKING PRECIOUS FOR THAT!!"

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:24 am

Zac blinked.
"Whore." He whispered simply before rolling over and trying to go to sleep. The word whore was carved into his stomach.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:25 am

Quincy picked him up and shook his head.
"One more time and imma punish you more than no kisses."

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:28 am

"Whats worse than no kisses?" He sighed, thinking of that scar. Luckily, Quincy hadn't seen tht one yet.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:30 am

"You wont come within five feet of me for a week." He crossed his arms over his chest,

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:46 pm

Zac looked horrified.
"Fine I'll stop!" He clung onto Quincy tightly

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:51 pm

Quincy nodded and cradled Zac tightly to his chest.
"Its okay Precious, Ill make it okay...."

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:55 pm

"Quincy.... momma said you wouldn't be in an relationship that wasn't open.... so I have to tell you everything. Well.... I don't want this. I don't want them all... I could've dealt with one maybe... to have just one of your children... that would be good. But eight? I.... I don't want this but I absolutely REFUSE to abort them." He nodded, sighing softly.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:58 pm

Quincy was upset but he understood. He rested his chin on top of Zac's head and sighed.
"I wont blame you.....If you dont want them Zac....We dont need to have them."

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:01 pm

"No... I need to love them." Zac said firmly. "I need to want them. I don't know how you're feeling about eight but... I REFUSE to get an abortion or put them up for adoption. They'll know their biological mommy and know that he loves them..." He would try. He would make himself want these damned octuplets...

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:03 pm

Quincy shook his head.
"Zac, if you dont want them they will know what. It will hurt more...."

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:04 pm

"I'll make myself.... I'll try Quincy..." He sighed softly, resting his head in the crook of Quincy's neck.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:06 pm

"Zac you cant MAKE yourself love them. I dont want a baby who will grow up knowing momma dont want him." He shook his head.

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:15 pm

"I can too." Zac huffed. "Well fine.... I'll have them. And if I don't change my mind the second I look into those baby's eyes, then I'll put them up for adoption." He nodded.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:23 pm

"Baby I don't want you having them if you don't want them. All they will do it hurt you precious and I don't want that."
If Zac wasnt so young and small...
He would have been so fucking happy....

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:27 pm

"No. I'm having them Quincy..."
He could tell what Quincy was thinking and it pissed him off to no end. Oh, he bet fucking Jennifer could have octuplets and be just fine.... He wasn't pissed at Quincy. He was pissed at himself as always. God why couldn't he be bigger? He would show Quincy... he could give him children. He could give him eight beautiful children...

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:29 pm

"Zac I dont think you need to baby. I cant be without you and I cant have this hurting you. Not my Zac." He shook his head. Jennifer COULD give him eight babies and probably not miss a beat but he didnt want her, he wanted Zac.

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:34 pm

"Quincy I want to mother your babies..." Zac sighed. "I want to give you everything you want... I want to be fucking normal for you..." The same reason he'd given Quincy his virginity.. he wanted to keep him happy. "When we had sex, it hurt me. When I have your babies, it will hurt me. Damnit, why can't I just be normal?"

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:37 pm

"Your normal for a fourteen year old! I didnt wanna fucking make love you that night! I didnt wanna get you pregnant! Wanna know why? Because it HURTS you Zac! I cannot stand hurting my lover and your hurting and this is all fucked up!"

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:41 pm

"And I hurt worse when you aren't happy so please... Quincy please, don't think about me hurting... think about your babies..." He hid his face in Quincys' neck.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:42 pm

"Your precious, im not thinking about them. Im thinking about my precious lover...,My Zac........"

by **Zac McGuire** Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:47 pm

Precious was his favorite word now...
"But baby think about them... for me... for your Zac."

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