Undesired

"You guys need each other...." Chris noted.

"I-I need him but apparently its not the other way around. H-He fucking left because he just couldnt be with me, he fucking HAD to have Biddy and that bastard child!" Kevin sobbed, reaching for the sharp shard of glass.

"Hey now, put the glass down hun." Chris said softly. "Kevin, he just wants to see his baby..."

"I don't give a fuck anymore....I-I thought he loved me...."
Mike had given up something that meant so much to him for Alex.
Rick couldnt do that for Kevin...

"Kev, he does love you. So much I can't believe it...." Chris sighed.

\"Wh-What in the fuck ever. He is probably with Biddy right damn now, him and that bastard." He cried out.

"Kevin I know for a fact he isn't with Biddy. Hasn't been since you two have been apart. Biddy won't let him see the baby anyway. He is back at my place bawling his eyes out."

"Oh well whoop de damn do! Biddy wont have him and he wont come home!" He scratched at a cut.

"Stop that Kevin." Chris ordered softly. "Kevin, Biddy's gonna let him there when the baby is delivered. You won't let him do that."

"No I wont..."
Because it wasnt fair...
Biddy could make him happy with the baby, Rick could smile when the child kicks, he couldnt be happy when Jr kicked Him....He would cry happy tears for his baby and he cried tears of pain because Kevin was gone after having Jr....
It wasnt fair.

"Kevin, imma put it this way. Now please don't get pissed at me I'm only trying to help. One way or the other, Rick is set on seeing that baby born. If you push him away like this by giving him an ultimatum, he might end up in a relationship with Biddy. But, if you take him back and love him, but agree to let him be at the delivery, than he will see the baby born, it'll be over with, and you two can go back to normal."

Kevin shook his head.
"Get out Chris. I fucking know he is going to be with Biddy, im not stupid. He can see that child but he wont see Jr anymore."

"Kevin, Kevin please... he's fucking dying over there. I was trying to get you to give in but that didn't work. I lied. There is no way in hell he's ever going to Biddy. Or Sydney. Or moving on at all."

"Wow, I mean so fucking much." He rolled his eyes. "Not as fucking much at that bastard baby." He was silent for a moment.
"What about you? Dustin gave you an ultimatum, would you choose anything over him?"

"It depends Keivn. Depends on what it was. IF it was what Alex did to Mike, like I had to stop seeing Alex then yes. I would pick Dustin in a heartbeat. But if he was doing to me what you're doing to Rick than no. I wouldn't give up my baby."

"Well then, thats nice to know." He rolled his eyes. It was the Mike in him, the willingness to give up anything for the man of his dreams...

"But he wouldn't ask me to give up my baby. He's siding with Rick on this one Kev."

"I don't give a fuck what he thinks, or really what you think. Okay? I want you all to go the fuck away. Apparently me and Rick are finished." Kevin looked away, tears pouring from his eyes.

"Kevin you don't have to be over..." He shook his head. Why the hell was he being so stubborn?

"Im...Not going...to be able to handle this Chris..."
He shook his head.
"H-He...I love him s-so...I know im usually selfish but m-maybe its best if he get with Biddy you know? I-I mean Biddy is healthy, He can give Rick s-so much more. R-Rick can be happy with h-him, not always have to w-worry...."

"Kevin, Rick won't move on. He can't. He loves you more than anything but this is about his BABY. Its just an innocent child Kevin. It can't help that it was made because Rick cheated on you. Think of it like that. Imagine you're that baby..."

"Well damn Chris, I never GOT to be baby, I was never born, Dustin raised me while momma was depressed. Daddy said he was glad I was never born. It would be nice for them to have left me alone.....They hurt me more than they love me."

"Kevin, stop it. Please. Stop twisting everything I say. I know you grew up rough but this is not about that. This is about you and Rick."

"I know damnit and your the one bringing shit up now get outta my god damn room before I out you out."

"Kevin, I can't leave until I get you to forgive Rick." He sighed. "I was sent and... Kevin, I didn't want to tell you but Rick has killed himself again. He said if you two dont get back together he's thinking of doing it so many times he never comes back..."