Undesired

"Momma...." He sighed softly. "I don't want to hurt you but I do want to hurt myself...."

"You can't....No baby..." Mike shook his head. "C'mon, lets go see if Alex can help." He tugged Rick with him, his phone already pressed to his ear.

'Hello? Mikey baby?" Alex answered, panting heavily on the other line. "What is it...?" You could tell he seemed busy with something.

Mike paused, his brow furrowing in confusion.
"Hey Alex....What are you doing?" He completely forgot what he was going to ask.

"Nothing I'm just..... ugh, hold on." He held the phone to his chest but you could hear voices.
"Will ya get offa me for two seconds, its Mike!" He held the phone back to his ear.
"Okay, now what was it you wanted?"

"Wh-....A-Alex Riley what in the hell are you doing!!?" Mike's hold on Rick had slackened, he already felt like his was going to fall apart.
Was he with Lane?
What was he doing?

"Oh... oh momma..." Rick bit his lower lip rubbing Mike's back. He had a feeling.
"Baby I'm...I'm helping Chris and Dustin with Lance. He won't cooperate..." Alex covered.

"I don't hear a fucking baby back there! Don't lie to me! Where in the hell are you? What are you doing?" Tears coursed down his cheeks.

"Baby, I'll be home soon. I love you honey." The line went dead. Rick bit his lower lip and hugged Mike tightly.

Mike rared back and threw the phone at the wall, breaking it into several pieces.
"SON OF A BITCH!!"
He shoved Rick away, storming threw the house and breaking anything with him and Alex together in it.
One hundred years....
All gone...
Because of Lane.
He let out a blood curling scream.
Sure he would have let Rick touch him, but Rick needed to stop thinking about Kevin and Mike would have fucking grown a pain and flat out told Alex what he did. But no!
He knew he was still in love with Alex...
But Alex loved lane.
He threw there wedding picture out the window.

"Momma, shhh, calm down." Rick followed him around the house trying to calm him.

Mike refused to calm down, all his prized pictures of him and Alex wound up on the floor, stomped on, ripped, he wanted it all gone.
"D-Don't fucking touch me!!"

"Momma please, shhhhh." Rick cooed, hugging Mike to his chest.

Mike glared at him heatedly, struggling but he was too weak, too upset to actually get anywhere so he let Rick hold him while he sobbed.
"WHATS WRONG WITH ME! I FUCKING DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM AND ILL NEVER BE G-GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM!!"

"I told you momma, he's an ass..." He sighed softly, stroking his hair.

"BUT THATS ONE HUNDRED F-FUCKING YEARS RICK! H-HOW IN THE FUCK CAN HE D-DO THIS TO ME AGAIN!!! I-IM FUCKING DONE WITH HIM!! I-I MAKE MYSELF CRAZY!! IM ALWAYS DEPRESSED BUT I STILL FUCKING COOK AND CLEAN THIS DAMN HOUSE! I TAKE CARE OF HIS BABIES AND I FORGIVE HIM FOR EVERYTHING BUT IM FUCKING DONE! I LET HIM WALK OVER ME AND DO WHAT HE WANTS BUT HE CAN KISS MY ASS!!!"

"Good momma. Don't you dare forgive him.... do you want me to take you up on your offer?" He held him closer. without Alex, nothing stopped him from wanting this...

Mike rubbed his eyes.
The idea seemed wonderful. Alex was cheating on him so why not?
"B-Baby you said no....I-Im not making you do th-that."
Besides he was....hurt, he would take him up when he was done crying.

"I said no because of Alex. I'll wait until you calm down but I want to..." He nodded.

"B-But Kevin..." Mike whimpered, his hand sliced up from breaking glass.

"You said yourself, Kevin won't mind that much because he knows you wont take me away from him. We don't even gotta tell him... if you dont wanna I won't make you but...."

"You know what, yeah, lets do it. Im not with anyone anymore." He wiped his eyes.

Rick led him off to his and Alex's bedroom, dragging a hand through his hair

Mike was already feeling bad.
He didn't want this...
But he had to prove that he could be without Alex...
His heart was breaking.

"Mikey, do you want to do this?" He asked as he carefully laid Mike down on the bed.