Undesired

"I-I love you t-too..." Rick nodded slowly.

"The offer still stands baby...Ill even have Alex come help us...if you want." Mike sighed.

"Maybe s-some other time.... I don't know...." Rick bit his lip.

"Okay baby, im not forcing you...I mean...."
Who wanted a whore when they had a dead fiance?

"I know m-momma.... I'd really like t-to, just..." Alex... Kevin....

"No baby don't do that....I dont want you to lie to me...Who would want a whore when they had a suicidal, dead fiance." He shook his head. "Its fine, lets just hope for Kevin to wake up."

"You're NOT a whore." Rick said firmly, kissing him again. "You're just m-my momma..."

"Im not really your momma baby...." He sighed, kissing Rick's temple.

Rick frowned at him.
"O-okay...." He looked away. "Guess you're r-right..."

Kike shook his head.
"No! I didnt mean it like that Rick!" He pressed Rick close. "I love you enough...I love you like I AM your momma...But you didnt come out of me so if we ever did anything it was okay...." He explained softly.

Rick sighed.
"I know.... It'd just be...... weird."

"I know." Mike sighed and laid back, running his fingers through his hair.

"But don't take it wrong. I'm not saying you're unattractive or anything...." Quite the contrary.

"Oh Sure." He sighed and rubbed his temple with his gaze on Rick.

"Momma don't think like that. Everyone wants you so why do you think you're so undesirable?"

"Everyone?? Like what, three people? I was rapped by one, cheated on and left and the only one who treated me really well we just didnt work out."

"Three is more than none momma. Quincy wanted you. Daffy wanted you. Alex wants you. I'd have you if Alex wouldn't kill me. I bet even your own children would want you if you weren't their mother. You are sexy as fuck."

Mike scoffed.
"Im so fucking sure, with my pale skin, scars....Rick your full of shit.'

"My GOSH. You are just.... UGH! Aggravating as hell. You are so fucking sexy and just goddamn perfect and you don't appreciate it at all." He shook his head.

"Rick, if im so sexy and perfect why did Alex leave me? Why did he cheat? Why does everyone call me a whore? Why wont you touch me? Why is all that if im so fucking perfect?"

"Because Alex, quite frankly is an ass. I love him to death but he is. You can hit me for saying that but." He shrugged. "And I won't touch you because of Kevin and Alex. I'm respecting them right now. If it wasn't for that, believe me, I'd have had you a long time ago momma."

Mike sighed, smiling softly.
"Thank you baby...now if someone would tell him that....I doubt it would do anything."

"If I told him what? That he was an ass? It'd kill him. He knows it. Ask him. He knows he don't deserve you but for whatever reason you are in love with him."

"Im scared......."
He really was....
What if he and Alex weren't in love anymore?
He had just offered to cheat.

"Why are you scared momma?? I'm here for you...."