Undesired

Rick sighed but nodded as he pulled out, pecking Mike's forhead.
Alex let out a sob.
"Y-you! Wh-what the FUCK!?"

Mike jumped looking at Alex but not having the will to say anything to him.
"Wh-Where were you Alex?...."

"FUCK YOU BOTH!" He screamed, tossing a key and a card on Mike's lap and running out.
The key was to the new tiny house he'd just built for him and Mike. It was a tiny cottage, deep in the woods. It had taken forevr and that was why he was gone so often lately. He and Chris had been working their asses off on it. The card read "I love you" on the front in calligraphy and inside their was a picture of the whole family together and directions on how to get to the house, and a picture of it.

Mike stared at the card in shock, not taking time to really look, all he knew was Alex hadn't been with Lane...
Mike got up and ran after him, just barley managing to grab him arm and hug him.
"St-Stop!!!"

"DONT TOUCH ME!" Alex sobbed harder, yanking away.

Mike pulled him back, sobbing into his should.
"I THOUGHT YOU WERE WITH L-LANE!!! I-I THOUGHT YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME A-AGAIN BECAUSE YOU W-WERE PANTING AND Y-YOU WERE SECRETIVE AND NEVER HOME!!! I-I WAS TRYING TO LET HIM DO IT B-BUT I COULD'T!!!"

"SO OF COURSE THAT MEANS IM CHEATING!!! WHY CANT YOU FUCKING TRUST ME!?" He cried harder.

"BECAUSE I TRUSTED YOU LAST TIME AND YOU CHEATED! ALEX WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK! YOU AND LANE CANT FUCKING KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF EACH OTHER AND YOU HAVENT PAID ME ANY MIND LATELY, I FEEL LIKE AN OBJECT! LIKE YOUR MAID! NO LIKE YOUR LOVER!! AND THEN YOUR GONE! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FUCKING DO!? Mike sobbed, holding Alex close. "I-I didn't want it....I-I didn't want him to touch me..."

"BUT YOU LET HIM! LANE AND I HAVE KEPT OUR HANDS OFF EACH OTHER FOR SO MANY FUCKING YEARS NOW!!"

"BUT IF YOU EVER SAW EACH OTHER I WOULDNT KNOW! ALEX GOD DAMNIT! I WAS TIRED OF IT OKAY? YEAH, I LET HIM TOUCH ME BECAUSE IN MY MIND LANE WAS TOUCHING YOU! BUT THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS I DIDNT LIKE IT, DIDNT WANT IT! IF YOU HAD LANE YOU WOULD ENJOY IT, YOU WOULD WANT IT!!"

"NO I FUCKING WOUDLNT!!!!! NOT ANYMOER! ALL I WANT IS YOU DAMNIT!!!"

Mike just held onto Alex, refusing to let him go.
a grin on his face.
Alex hadn't cheated on him.....
Alex loved him.
Him.
Not Lane.

Alex was still sobbing as he tried to get Mike off of him.
"YOU WERE LETTING HIM FUCK YOU!!"

But Mike refused to let go, not saying anything.
"But I pretended it was you..." Mike kissed Alex's cheek.

"OH thats much fucking better!" Alex growled.

Mike pulled back.
"Now you know though.....I never want anyone but you....I can honestly say that. No one makes me happy....No one does anything right....Only you....You...You...You.... Would have been the same if it was Quincy or Dustin....They cant take your place...Make me feel like you do...It only hurts."

Alex shook his head.
"If I did that you'd never forgive me..."

"I forgave you for being with Lane Alex...B-But......" He looked away wiping his eyes and standing up.
"I-I guess I have it coming." He sobbed he went back to the room, packing his things.
There was no way Alex wanted him now...
After this...
After Quincy...
After being raped....
He fucked up.

"Stop. I'm not going to stay here now. He fucked you in our bed. I dont want to see him. I'm going to stay in the house I built for YOU. I'll call you later I just..." Couldn't take it right now. He packed his own things.

Mike sobbed and nodded, he wanted a kiss goodbye but he didnt deserve one.
He just watched as his life left him.

Alex had bit through his lower lip as he tried to keep from bawling. He walked out the door with his bags in hand.

Mike stared brokenly, whispering softly.
"D-Don't go....."
His whisper carried with the wind.

"Mikey, I'll be back I just need to cool off okay." He sighed softly.

Mike lowered his head.
He said nothing, getting up and grabbing his phone.
Alex was leaving him alone with Rick?

Alex walked into the forest until he found the house he'd built. He walked in and curled up on the nice, plush bed, bsawling his eyes out.