Undesired

"I don't blame you. Who wants a whore like me when you cam have Lane? You should have heard Rick the other day...I have never felt....well except for the other day but still.."

"What? What did Rick say to you Mikey?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Umm.....He said alot of stuff....." Mike sighed, he didn't want Rick in trouble. "Listen, he said he was sorry, he opened my eyes, its all fine so don't go flying off the handle although I don't see why you would give a fuck after what I did. Anyways it went like this." He sighed. "I went over to make sure he was okay, he and Kevin had been fighting. He was an ass so I was one back, he told me fuck me and that didn't go over well. I told him to stay away from Biddy and Kevin...He told me 'stay away from both of them? As in Biddy and Kevin? Fine. What about the other fucking million you have cause you're a whore?'" Mike drug a hand across his face. "Well I got mad so Dustin took me outside so me and Rick didn't fight. We sat in the grass and he let me cry, I heard him and Chris inside the house...He said "Mike will probably fuck him since he's a whore" Because Chris didnt want me with Dustin. He said "Well Mike's legs are probably spread wide. So sorry" Playing on Me being outside with Dustin. Chris called him an ass, he called me a whore. Chris asked what was up his ass and he said Mike's dick most likely....Chris told him he was irritating. His answer was "so is mike" And then after a minute he said "You know Dustin's fucking him right?" Mike shook his head, his bottom lip trembling but he deserved it, it just wasn't Dustin fucking him. "Anyways, it went on. he said shit like 'but seriously Chris, I can see it now. They're outside. Hell they might've gone back to Mike's place' and I'm just warning ya. Mike's just screaming his name. Dustin's pounding into him. Telling him how much better he is than you.' and thats when they started fighting...."

"I'm going to murder that boy...." He snarled, shaking his head.

Mike frowned at him.
"Why would you gave a fuck? After what I did you should be agreeing with him"

"I will NEVER let anyone call you a whore Mikey..." Alex sighed

"B-But I am a whore Alex...." Mike hugged him tightly. "I deserve it, I deserve worse."

"No you're not Mikey.... I love you..." He sighed, hugging him to his chest

"I love you too....B-But that changes nothing Alex...." Mike lowered his head. "I want to be punished."

"No. I'm not punishing you..." He shook his head firmly.

Mike laughed lightly.
"I guess thats punishment in its self."
He had cheated.........on someone who was so good to him..."

Alex nodded.
"Whatever you say..." He sighed, kissing him softly.

Mike pressed himself closer, refusing to let the kiss be broken as he caressed Alex's cheek.

Alex smiled softly into the kiss. He was upset but he couldn't help it.

Mike took Alex's hand and pressed it to his heart.
"Yours..." He whispered.

"All mine?" He questioned, holding his hand there.

Mike stood up, motioning to his body.
"All Yours Alex Riley." His hand showed his chest. "Every," Swept across his abdomen. "Last," He ran a finger along his groin. "Inch." He nodded.

Alex sighed, kissing every inch of his husband he could reach.
"MINE." He repeated.

"Yours Alex...All yours...." He clenched his eyes shut, ashamed of himself.

Alex laid him down on the bed and laid beside him, holding him to his chest.

Mike cuddled close, eventually crying into Alex's chest..
What has he done?

Alex stroked his hair, cooing softly to him, trying to get him to stop cryign.

"I-Im so sorry. S-So, so, s-so sorry Alex!" Mike sobbed loudly.

"Mikey baby, I won't say its fine cause I'm still upset but I love you and I forgive you baby..."

"N-No! I-I want you to be mad!! I-I want you to hit me!! I-I want you to hate me for what I d-did! I-I deserve it!!'