Futuristic Lover

Mike was so happy, by the time he got back to the hotel he had tears streaming down his face. "Alex!" Mike called, running around looking for his lover. Since he had miscarried there last baby he didn't know if he could take the pain of having another and possibly losing it. That changed today when he went to the hospital because he felt sick every morning and they said he was pregnant. Mike was so happy, he needed to tell Alex, this wouldn't make up for losing there last baby but damn it this would make Alex happy, Mike hoped as he called for Alex again.

"What's up babe?" Alex's brow furrowed, wondering why Mike seemed so excited.

Mike wiped the tears from his eyes and jumped in Alex's lap. Mike hugged and and kissed him passionately. Mike pulled away. "Alex...I-im pregnant!"

"W-what?!" Alex exclaimed, huge smile spreading across his face. "R-really!?!" He beamed.

"Yeah, baby really!" Mike exclaimed! "Im so happy and I love you so much!" Mike wrapped his arms around Alex's neck.

Alex's head was spinning as it really sunk in. He was going to have a child. God had given them another chance and he wasn't going to ruin this one. He swept Mike up into his arms, and kissed him deeply.
"I love you too Mike!" He smiled, tears of joy filling his eyes as he spun Mike around.

Mike laughed, to excited and grateful that Alex was as happy as he was. "Your gunna be a daddy Alex!" Mike cried as he was spun.

"Oh my god! I'm gonna be a fucking father!" He beamed. "Guess that means I'll have to watch my mouth, huh?" He chuckled, grinning so wide his face hurt.

"Not yet but I would work on it." Mike kissed Alex again. "Thank you so much Alex." Mike's eyes shined. "For giving me another chance."

Alex just smiled, kissing Mike over and over.
"Wait Mike. What will we name it!? What if it's a girl, then we can't call it Alex Jr.! we have to buy clothes! And diapers! And we'll have to get a crib! And Baby food!" Alex went on and on, mind overloading.

"Alex, we have like 9 months to figure that stuff out babe." Mike grinned at him

"Well... so?" Alex crossed his arms across his chest like a child.
That's when he realized something...
"Um... Mike?"

"Hmmmmmmm" Mike purred, comfortable against Alex's chest.

Alex gulped.
"We... I don't think we've made love since... since the miscarrage."

Mike's face fell as realization hit him. "B-but...I haven't' cheated on you Alex I swear." His hands fell from Alex's neck and Mike stepped away from him, suddenly afraid.

"I know. I wasn't accusing you of cheating... i just... how else could you..." Alex trailed off, worried.

Mike had an Idea and it scared the shit out of him. Mike slowly sank to the floor, cradling his had in his hands. "N-no....please tel me n-no."

"What's wrong Mikey? You can tell me. I promise I won't get mad." Alex knelt down beside his lover, wrapping an arm around his shoulders.

"Wh-what if its his...." Mike whimpered. "What if it belongs to the man who rapped me?" Mike sobbed, all the memories he was trying so hard to forget came racing back.

"I-It can't. C-can it?" Alex asked, heart sinking. No, he refused to accept this. Mike was meant to bare his child, that's just how it was supposed to be. But he knew there was a very large possibility that this could be true.

"Wh-what do we do Alex?" Mike questioned, leaning his body on Alex. He didn't want this kid if it belonged to that man.

"I- I want to keep it. Even if it's not mine." Alex concluded. He was 100% sure of his decision.

"I don't....I don't want you to have to see it and know its not yours, I don't want you to think of someone else's hands on me." Mike stuttered, he refused to keep this baby if it didn't belong to Alex.

Alex paused, thinking this through.
"Mike, I really want this baby. I don't care if it's... his. I want to raise him or her as my own. I want to shower this baby with so much love, they won't care that they don't know their father. If it's a boy I'll raise him tough, I'll play catch with him every chance i get. And if it's a girl, I'll spoil her rotten. She'll be my little princess. I've always wanted to be a father Mike. Yeah, i didn't picture it this way, but I'll treat the baby like I'd treat it if it was mine. I don't care Mike, I just.... I just want it." Alex said, still crying slightly.

"A-Alex.." Mike started. "I don't want to have to wake up every morning and see this baby, know its not yours." Mike took a deep breath. "That man is the last person to touch me, I wake up in the middle of the night because I feel dirty and I feel his hands on me." Mike whimpered. "That man beat me and He rapped me." Mike sobbed. "He killed our child Alex." Mike clutched the front of Alex's shirt. "This will hurt me until the day I die....B-But if you want the kid." Mike lowered his head, tears streaming from his face. "I owe you a baby."