I see you, before I ever knew you(Discontinued...:'[ )

Mike got on the small stage, setting up.
Jessie was back with her father, she hugged him and pecked his cheek.
"You talked to Kevin yet daddy?"
Cameron answered for him.
"Kevin wont talk to him or Rick."

Alex sighed.
"No I haven't... I wish I had though..."

"Rick? You talk to him?" Jessie frowned.
Cameron rolled her eyes.
"No, he is not speaking to them, or Sydney, or Lane, or Vanna or Lindsay."

Rick sighed, shaking his head no.
"Rick... I appreciate you standing up for me and all but.. dont let it ruin you and Kev." Alex sighed.
"Alex you've been my friend for pretty much ever. If Kevin doesn't want to talk to you, fine. But I'm not going to just cause he tells me to. UNlike Mike with Kendrick, I'm NOT his dog."

Jessie narrowed her eyes.
"But you are his.......WAS his lover and you should stand by him when his father fucking ditches his family! He left Kevin!! Kevin never got to see him! Daddy promised and he broke that!! Fuck you for doing this to him. You know? Momma aint the only one Kendrick treats like a dog....I have stepped into the house...I watched Kendrick break Kevin's neck.....Oh yeah....Why Zac was gone, they got into it. Kevin would rather be killed then forgive Alex and be with a lover who wont support him....What else does Kevin have Rick? You got his babies! You got his father! Whats he got? He had his momma who is being broken down, his bother who is being mentally abused and me who right now, just snapped so fuck you." She whipped her hair around, shaking her ass as he strutted off.

Rick shook his head as she walked off.
"Y'know... everyone's given me the same speech, over and over and... I still don't think I'm wrong." Rick chuckled hollowly. "Alex, you were an ass. Yeah. I'm pissed at you for leaving Mike but I love you. I would support Kevin if he didn't want to talk to you but he gave me an ultimatum. I had to stop talking to my best friend since I was five or he would leave. Everyone makes it seem like we all ditched him... HE left! if he wanted, he could still have his dad, and his sister and me! God! If I told him he could never talk to Mike again everyone would thinkI'm an ass but its okay when he does it. Gee Alex, I'm glad to see your family loves you so much." Rick snapped. "Chris, gimme another beer."
Chris tossed him a can.
"Your stubborn ass is never gonna let up is it?"
"Nope, you know me. I haven't done shit wrong so I'm not going to apologize and go begging for Kevin to take me back. He wants me than he can come over here and apologize to ME and tell me I can talk to whomever I want."
"Rick..." Chris shook his head.
"If you were in my situation would you apologize and stop talking to Alex?"
"Guess not." He sighed.

Kevin shook his head, he had heard that.
He took off his ring. He walked over to Rick and handed to him.
"I want a divorce. Fuck you Rick. We were always wrong. I told you that and momma was not the one who left...twice....No momma has been here. Im not Kevin Riley or McGuire. Im Kevin Mizanin. Alex, you no longer have a child named Kevin. Rick I was serious when I told you I was gone and now...Im gone...You talk to whoever you want to, you fuck around as much as you want, Hell fuck Alex since he means so much to you but dont ever speak to me again." Kevin huffed. "And lane, I want to fucking kill you and if I wanted to I would give you hell but im not because momma dont wanna make a seen. He wanted Alex to be happy....Good luck." Kevin nodded. "Imma get that tattoo on my ass reversed and im moving away." And with that, Kevin went back to Biddy.

"I never thought you were such a fucking BITCH." Rick said bluntly. "Fine, have it your way." He dropped the ring Kevin had handed him in the dirt. "I don't want someone who would abandon their own father anyway."
"Rick... think bro."
"I'm thinking Chris. Buzz off."
Chris sighed.

Kevin came back and punched Rick in the nose.
"I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WERE SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!"
Biddy stepped over and took his brother, sighing at Rick.
"C'mon Kev, he aint worth it."

"Guess we were both wrong then weren't we?" Rick was barely phased by the punch. He was just.. done.

"No shit bitch." Kevin went off to his mother.
Biddy grinned at him.
"Well hey, I havent seen you daddy!!" Biddy hugged his father tightly.

Alex smiled and hugged his son.
"Biddy bird, damn I miss you so much..."

"I miss you too daddy....I really do...."
Blake ignored him...
Austin ignored him...
Kevin was crazy...
His momma was broken...
His real father was a cruel man....
His daddy was gone....

"I love you baby..." He didn't want to let go...

And neither did Biddy, hugging onto his father tightly.
It had been hard.....He hadn't seen his father since he left.

Alex hadn't seen anyone other than Lane and their daughters and Rick... it was awful... instead of just losing Mike.. he lost everyone.

Biddy sighed and pressed himself close.
"The family is breaking up....We are all just falling....Momma and Kevin.....Jessie.....Jayden....Me....."

"Its my fault." He sighed softly. "Biddy bird I'm sorry..."

"Don't daddy....Dont be sorry your happy...." He sighed, he was closest to breaking as he had ever been....
"It will be okay one day...We might not all still be here but....the ones who make it will be okay..."

"I am happy at home... and then when I come to these gettogethers... Its gone." He sighed, looking around. "I love every single person here... except for Kendrick. And now half of them hate my guts..."

"Daddy, you need to understand something.....No one here hates you...Okay maybe Kendrick but besides him....We all love you so much....We want you to be happy....Even Kevin....."

"If Kevin didn't hate me... he wouldn't have told me so." He sighed.

"Daddy...You look here....I could say I hate you....Okay?" He paused. "I hate you." He nodded. "No I don't, those are words....I love you and so does he...If not this wouldnt hurt him so much....Our family is broken...You left and fucking Rick went with you....He don't have his super man to protect him...or his lover to be here....He has momma and Kendrick.....Not even me...He has NOTHING!...You took it with you...He loves you but you know Kevin.....Its easier to be mad than hurt...."

"i just.. want my baby back. I left to be happy and.. I can't be without Kevin and you..."

"Daddy....You are happy....He cant be and neither can momma....Hell neither can I...." Not without their father.