When Crickets Cry...

"No... I mean maybe... if Riley don't want it." He bit his lip. "I'm jsut stressed is all. I mean, if Zac could have eight of em at fourteen, I can deal with one right?"

"Yeah bub, ya can but I don't think you should. You are both kids, Quincy was grown. He knew what to do, neither of you do."

"But I can't give it away..." He shook his head.

"Alright. But let David be your doctor. He is good...."
Dewayne knew it wasnt his fault for his first experience with David as his doctor.

"I was plannin on that anyways." He nodded. He didn't see Mike much. "Now, on to my next problem, has daddy ever been 'disappointed' in you?"

Dewayne thought but shook his head.
"No, He has been mad and beat my ass a few times but never disappointed and I was never abused. Why?"

"Oh.." Lance sighed. "He said he was disappointed in me, I was trying to talk to him and he said it was his fault, he just couldn't raise a kid right and rode off on his horse..."

"He will get over it, don't you worry about him Lance." Dewayne shook his head,

Lance frowned.
"But he's daddy... you didn't see the look on his face..."

Dewayne knew though, their father was the best daddy ever. Dustin had been outside, teaching him to play ball, working with him, spending all the with him. And even though when he had Chris and Lance their were two of them he still managed,.

Lance sighed.
"I'm just afraid he'll..." He didn't know. He just hated his dad being upset with him.

"He'll what? Never speak to you again?" Dewayne shook his head. "That man cant keep quiet."

"I dunno what exactly I'm afraid of... I'm just... afraid." He sighed.

Dewayne hugged him tightly.
"Awww bubba." He kissed his forehead.

He held up his hand with Riley's ring on it.
"Oh, yeah, when i told Riley I was pregnant, he proposed..."

"Awwww!!" Dewayne grinned, once again, he and David had yet to do it.
"THAT AWESOME!!!"

Lance smiled softly, nodding. He really was happy but he didn't want Riley to just do it because Lance was pregnant...
"So what about David? He pop the question yet?

"No." Dewayne sighed. "I dont think he is going to, at least for a while.

"Aw hell COME ON. You've been together for like forever." He groaned. "You two even fucked yet?"

Dewayne blushed, sighing.
"No....."

"Wow... somethin wrong with him?" He joked lightly and stuck his tongue out. "Hehehhe, I'm gettin some and you get nothingg." He sang.

"I know....Im not pushing him though." He shook his head, chewing his lip.

"Have you talked about it? I mean, maybe I'm just a whore but you've been together like over a year. Ain't it time?"

"I....."
He didn't know......
He hoped David would marry him....
They would wait until their honeymoon.

"Eh, I am a whore aren't I?" He smiled. "You wait, big bro. Til whenever you're ready..."